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ScaredGirl

ScaredGirl

Mimi Ruru- 21 ~ she/her soft, death craving nerd
Dec 20, 2020
71
Our names were Lillie (legal surname), Mirai Narukami, Lexxy, Hana, Fuura, Alice, Lilith. I had more than just myself in my head.
I was born in the wrong body. I am female, girl, she/her. I love anime, games, art, music, animals, nature, fashion, cosplay. I love to make people happy
I wanted to make the world a better plcae but with dysphoria, depression, anxiety, neglect, autism, adhd, EDS, fibormyalgia and executive dysfunction, cPTSD
with all the lifetimes of abuse and neglect ive experienced in this life I am sorry i couldmt stay. I am female and when i die i want to be remembered as the kind
caring, loving, gentle, sweet girl I was and will be in the next life. I am a tanric budhist christian. I gave my life to making the system better which let me down in
my transition, my mental helalth and life. the NHS and the education system notably let me down and hurt me badly.

I have my plushies, I am comfy in my skirt, my tights and my hoodies. I am wearing my anahata, my cross, my florite, my pink quarts, my pink moonstones,
my amyphysts and my engagement ring.

I am going on a big journey and I want to say thank you to everyone here helped me. I loveyou all so much. goodbye <3

see you... space cowgirl...
~endless love Lillie <3
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,165
Oh darling, we have so many things in common, especially videogames, anime and manga!
I'll really miss you. I'm sorry you've made this decision but I wish you the best and hope you can be at peace.

Lots of hugs and love to you!
 
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Symbiote

Global Mod
Oct 12, 2020
3,101
Farewell and safe travels!
 
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death137

death137

miserable
Jun 25, 2020
1,166
Oh I'm sorry I wish you peace
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Wish you eternal peace young lady!
 
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NotOkay_

NotOkay_

The damage is done, so i guess I’ll be leaving
Dec 2, 2020
238
Our names were Lillie (legal surname), Mirai Narukami, Lexxy, Hana, Fuura, Alice, Lilith. I had more than just myself in my head.
I was born in the wrong body. I am female, girl, she/her. I love anime, games, art, music, animals, nature, fashion, cosplay. I love to make people happy
I wanted to make the world a better plcae but with dysphoria, depression, anxiety, neglect, autism, adhd, EDS, fibormyalgia and executive dysfunction, cPTSD
with all the lifetimes of abuse and neglect ive experienced in this life I am sorry i couldmt stay. I am female and when i die i want to be remembered as the kind
caring, loving, gentle, sweet girl I was and will be in the next life. I am a tanric budhist christian. I gave my life to making the system better which let me down in
my transition, my mental helalth and life. the NHS and the education system notably let me down and hurt me badly.

I have my plushies, I am comfy in my skirt, my tights and my hoodies. I am wearing my anahata, my cross, my florite, my pink quarts, my pink moonstones,
my amyphysts and my engagement ring.

I am going on a big journey and I want to say thank you to everyone here helped me. I loveyou all so much. goodbye <3

see you... space cowgirl...
~endless love Lillie <3
Aww my love, safe journey. See you at home ❤️
 
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Donk

Donk

Useless since day 1
Jan 3, 2020
1,130
Sorry life has lead you to this path. I wish you a peaceful journey and this world will be missing one more beautiful soul.
 
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lost_soul83

Wizard
Jan 7, 2019
638
We'll all meet you on the other side with open arms and hearts. I hope you can finally find the peace you so desperately sought in this useless life, you deserve nothing less. I hope I get to meet you soon. ✌️❤️
 
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NodusTollens

NodusTollens

Nov 17, 2020
989
Sorry you've experienced so much pain & suffering, I wish you peace on your journey.
 
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CrazyMary

CrazyMary

Student
Sep 20, 2020
135
Safe travels, see you on the other side!
 
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Midgardsorm

Midgardsorm

Paragon
Apr 28, 2020
918
I hope that you find the peace you're looking for. And for better or worst I hope this world finally understand the importance of who it's about to leave.

Safe travels, wherever you are, know that you're loved.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

-
Dec 18, 2019
1,559
I pray that you find salvation from this crummy world! Rest in power, you beautiful soul. :heart:
 
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Squiddy

Squiddy

Here Lies My Hopes And Dreams
Sep 4, 2019
5,903
I'm so sorry life has led you to this point. I wish you peace :(
 
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adam&eve

adam&eve

Student
Dec 16, 2020
191
Oh my !! I am so sad to hear that. You lovely soul. You deserve the best and all the happiness in the world. I hope you will be immersed in love dear soul. I hope there is a better place than this, you certainly belong there. I am so sad this world let down your beautiful heart and soul, and hurt you. I am so sorry that things cannot go perfect for you. I hope you end up in a perfect place with loving beings all around you. You sweet little child. Please, I pray you find peace and everything you deserve. I pray you find love and your happiness...at last. Dear child. May God bless you and takes you again in his hands. Please God, take this soul back to your warm embrace to forget all their trouble in your sacred presence, bring her back to you, have mercy upon this sweet innocent soul. A kiss to you darling friend.
 
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WaitingForTheBusInTh

Student
Nov 18, 2020
174
I hope you have peaceful travels and wish you all the best
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,870
Safe travels! :heart:
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,987
Safe journey Angel, don't forget the 2 coins to pay the ferryman or you'll be stuck on this side,♥️
 
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deadspirit

deadspirit

Member
Jan 9, 2021
77
I'm sorry to hear about all you've been through, wishing you a peaceful journey! :heart:
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,566
Farewell, sad I didn't get to know u better. We have a lot in common. I hope you find peace
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
I saw this a bit late so I'm not even sure if you're gone yet. Rest easy and wishing you eternal peace. Hugs.
 
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ansiedad

ansiedad

Alone
Dec 29, 2020
127
I wish you a peaceful travel.
Bye Lillie! :heart:
 
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GemCami

GemCami

Incomplete
Sep 10, 2019
66
Our names were Lillie (legal surname), Mirai Narukami, Lexxy, Hana, Fuura, Alice, Lilith. I had more than just myself in my head.
I was born in the wrong body. I am female, girl, she/her. I love anime, games, art, music, animals, nature, fashion, cosplay. I love to make people happy
I wanted to make the world a better plcae but with dysphoria, depression, anxiety, neglect, autism, adhd, EDS, fibormyalgia and executive dysfunction, cPTSD
with all the lifetimes of abuse and neglect ive experienced in this life I am sorry i couldmt stay. I am female and when i die i want to be remembered as the kind
caring, loving, gentle, sweet girl I was and will be in the next life. I am a tanric budhist christian. I gave my life to making the system better which let me down in
my transition, my mental helalth and life. the NHS and the education system notably let me down and hurt me badly.

I have my plushies, I am comfy in my skirt, my tights and my hoodies. I am wearing my anahata, my cross, my florite, my pink quarts, my pink moonstones,
my amyphysts and my engagement ring.

I am going on a big journey and I want to say thank you to everyone here helped me. I loveyou all so much. goodbye <3

see you... space cowgirl...
~endless love Lillie <3
Bless you. Bless you so much. You are going to be so missed. You stay strong. And if your energy floats among is, i know you will be the warmth on my skin, or the music in my ears, and we will brush past each other again in the great flow. And if you come back...we will welcome you with love.
Safe journey Angel, don't forget the 2 coins to pay the ferryman or you'll be stuck on this side,♥️
Charons gotta have his toll.
 
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NeverSatisfied

NeverSatisfied

Experienced
Dec 28, 2020
225
I hope you have peaceful travels and find something better than this life on the other side, you deserve it :heart:
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Godspeed.
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
798
Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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nora.

nora.

Be Free
Jan 2, 2021
48
see you soon girl! safe travels on you little adventure :) i wish you good luck 0w0
 
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Frauw

Frauw

Nothing lasts
Oct 31, 2020
167
Sorry I missed you, life can be so unfair and cruel to us from the get go. I hope you don't have to suffer from your ailments anymore.
 
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insanedoomer

insanedoomer

Zé"HaZarD
Jan 10, 2021
244
i wish you a peacefull journey :heart:
 
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kolski

kolski

ᴡᴇ ᴀʀᴇ ᴍᴏɴsᴛᴇʀs
May 27, 2019
115
Farewell friend. I hope you find the peace you deserve :heart:
 
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