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restlessdream3r

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Apr 12, 2024
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Is the test always reliable though?
Can someone message me a good test to buy??
 
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LunarLight

i'm a loser, a failure
Apr 3, 2024
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watchdog

watch-dog
Mar 24, 2023
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OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
Oh gosh šŸ˜° I hope he's doing fineā€¦
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
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Yeah, I noticed it too, he said that he didn't even searched it, just bought, it's one of the cheapest and first options that pop up when you search: "Nitrito de SĆ³dio" (considering that he is brazilian)
It indeed is. It's cheap because it's technical grade, not even near the purity needed to use in labs for example.

I did the purity test. Look at my posts. IT ALWAYS CAME OUT AS ORANGE/BROWN. ORANGE/BROWN usually means high NITRATE, not nitrite. I did the test MULTIPLE times, with and without distilled water. Same result everytime.

In fact, I did the same test like 4 hours ago. SAME RESULT.



I really wish he saw my posts. It's unbelievable that I posted about the SN we bought not being pure enough 1-2 hours before he took it. If he saw it, I think he wouldn't have taken it.


+I just bought another package of pure SN. His attempt will call news/police attention. If they research the last people that bought SN, they will see that I also bought the same package as him and then I bought ANOTHER one with an even higher purity. IN THE SAME DAY HE DID THE ATTEMPT.

He is bipolar, I also am bipolar. Our age gap is literally 1 year.

I am busted. I am losing my shit.
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
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I don't know what to write when people post their goodbyes. I don't know what people will write when I post my own goodbye.
I feel sad reading this, this forum where we decide to end our lives... it's ... it breaks my heart.

goodbye
It's never easy to listen to someone ctb. You don't have to say anything if you're uncomfortable. I always try to respond because that was me a few times and I didn't know about this site, I was so lonely and depressed. If I had this site I would have felt more comfortable, ot wouldn't have changed my mind but I would have felt better my last hours, minutes here. If it were you, what would you want us to say to you to help you transition?
It indeed is. It's cheap because it's technical grade, not even near the purity needed to use in labs for example.

I did the purity test. Look at my posts. IT ALWAYS CAME OUT AS ORANGE/BROWN. ORANGE/BROWN usually means high NITRATE, not nitrite. I did the test MULTIPLE times, with and without distilled water. Same result everytime.

In fact, I did the same test like 4 hours ago. SAME RESULT.



I really wish he saw my posts. It's unbelievable that I posted about the SN we bought not being pure enough 1-2 hours before he took it. If he saw it, I think he wouldn't have taken it.


+I just bought another package of pure SN. His attempt will call news/police attention. If they research the last people that bought SN, they will see that I also bought the same package as him and then I bought ANOTHER one with an even higher purity. IN THE SAME DAY HE DID THE ATTEMPT.

He is bipolar, I also am bipolar. Our age gap is literally 1 year.

I am busted. I am losing my shit.
Try to calm down. I thimk.he will be fine because he said he kept throwing up. Maybe he didn't get enough down to.be successful.
 
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cryone

cryone

Student
Nov 23, 2023
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awh man, this sucks.
+I just bought another package of pure SN. His attempt will call news/police attention. If they research the last people that bought SN, they will see that I also bought the same package as him and then I bought ANOTHER one with an even higher purity. IN THE SAME DAY HE DID THE ATTEMPT.
don't know what country youre from, but often governments r lazy so maybe you'll be safe. hoping for both you and OP to be safe
 
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Nikitatos

Nikitatos

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Apr 10, 2024
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It indeed is. It's cheap because it's technical grade, not even near the purity needed to use in labs for example.

I did the purity test. Look at my posts. IT ALWAYS CAME OUT AS ORANGE/BROWN. ORANGE/BROWN usually means high NITRATE, not nitrite. I did the test MULTIPLE times, with and without distilled water. Same result everytime.

In fact, I did the same test like 4 hours ago. SAME RESULT.



I really wish he saw my posts. It's unbelievable that I posted about the SN we bought not being pure enough 1-2 hours before he took it. If he saw it, I think he wouldn't have taken it.


+I just bought another package of pure SN. His attempt will call news/police attention. If they research the last people that bought SN, they will see that I also bought the same package as him and then I bought ANOTHER one with an even higher purity. IN THE SAME DAY HE DID THE ATTEMPT.

He is bipolar, I also am bipolar. Our age gap is literally 1 year.

I am busted. I am losing my shit.
Busted? Busted for what? You didn't do anything wrong. You bought some Sodium Nitrite for its legitimate uses. It's not heroin. There aren't criminal penalties.
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
88
awh man, this sucks.

don't know what country youre from, but often governments r lazy so maybe you'll be safe. hoping for both you and OP to be safe
Depends on which state/city he's from. Even so, there will be an investigation (there always is), and they will know he did it with SN. Less than 1 hour of gap I also purchased another package. They will track who's buying SN and it will link to me 2 times.



I don't know what to do
 
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stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
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Busted? Busted for what? You didn't do anything wrong. You bought some Sodium Nitrite for its legitimate uses. It's not heroin. There aren't criminal penalties.
Not busted on going to jail, I'm talking about busted for people finding what I'm trying to do, and then psych ward for me.
I'm also feeling really guilty for this guy. It's unbelievable the fact that if he saw my post, or I saw his post 30 minutes before I actually saw it, I would have been able to stop him maybe. I don't really know what happens once someone takes high nitrate, but I think he's going through pain.
 
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stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
88
Try to calm down. I thimk.he will be fine because he said he kept throwing up. Maybe he didn't get enough down to.be successful.
First time that I gotta say I hope he's not successful on this, because if he is he probably will go through a lot of pain to be successful. Hope he threw it all up.
 
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bluegodism

bluegodism

the rose is blue šŸŒ¹šŸ’™
Nov 26, 2023
92
guys, im her friend. she told me she bought ANOTHER more expensive sn. probably NOT the one in the photo
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
88
guys, im her friend. she told me she bought ANOTHER more expensive sn. probably NOT the one in the photo
I REALLY hope so. The sodium nitrite picture he/she showed is the same as the one that I bought, and it's WACK. Not even near to being pure. If you buy a nitrite only test (which I did) you will get nitrate. Just shows how bad this thing is.


I will go to sleep now, it's literally 1AM. I hope this really is true. I also hope he/she is not going through pain.
 
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VampQueen

VampQueen

InuYasha
Feb 6, 2024
66
I hope you found your peace. I also hope that if you lived that it wasn't super painful. best wishes!
 
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justcallmeJ

justcallmeJ

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Nov 9, 2023
385
I hope you found your peace, i hope you didnt suffer too much if the sn was bad. Safe travels <3
 
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Zanmato

Zanmato

Member
Apr 4, 2024
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OH MY GOD. I WAS LOOKING THROUGH HIS POSTS AND HE BOUGHT THE SAME SN PACKAGE AS ME.

IT'S NOT PURE!!! IT'S NITRATE AT THE MOST

Oh man, if I only saw his post before he attempted it..... I can't believe this
Oh my
Hope he's not suffering too much
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
2,835
I hope you are at peace and not in pain.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
9,235
I hope you have found peace.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
304
I hope you are not suffering.
 
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wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,783
GOOD LUCK
 
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whocaresreally

Loser
Apr 11, 2024
16
Hopefully they are wrong and you're at peace rest easy if so
 
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Meteora

Ignorance is bliss
Jun 27, 2023
2,008
I hope things went well, the way you wished for.....
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

She wished that she never existed...
Sep 24, 2020
34,859
I hope you found the freedom you were searching for, best wishes
 
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stoplmp

stoplmp

Not happy
Mar 30, 2024
88
Anyone got news on Rob?
 
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onegigasecond

New Member
Apr 20, 2024
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A lesson to all reading this thread is to test your SN. getting a test is cheap and easy to procure
 
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Aprilfarewell4

Specialist
Apr 9, 2024
349
Did anyone on here know Rob well enough to know if he's okay or did he die?
 
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momento.mori

Wake me up next year...
Mar 18, 2024
157
I think we all are curious. I really hope they made it out of here even as painful as it sounded.
 
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