Story Goodbye dear Lion84

[LMLN]

It is now 4 days later. I notice that it still does a lot to me. Ultimately, despite doubting, this is what he wanted. Lion was going to commit suicide, the only question was when .... It is not my time yet but it is tempting.

I hold on!

I'm so sorry you went through this experience. It was so good that you could be there with Lion. Take care of yourself. ❤

 

[Diceroller90]

13:49 doubts if this is what he wants. Feels bad. Says he doesn't want this. 13:51 want to quit SN.

Just reading that sends shivers done my spine. Its why I want to use a gun. I don't care how painless SN is, it just ain't quick. Gives you time to think and time for your SI to kick in.

RIP Lion. Hopefully that was just your SI talking.

 

[xBrialesana]

It is now 4 days later. I notice that it still does a lot to me. Ultimately, despite doubting, this is what he wanted. Lion was going to commit suicide, the only question was when .... It is not my time yet but it is tempting.

I hold on!

I've been thinking about you! I know we haven't spoken but i used to speak to Lion occasionally. I really hope you're doing okay.

In these theads I like to keep it appropriate and never stray from just pure love to the user and friend of many of ours that has passed (I like to be respectful), but do you mind me asking- what was your involvement with the ambulance/police like? Was there any involvement besides the phone calls mentioned/were you questioned?

Once again, I hope you're doing okay mentally. That sounds so distresssing, and like others have said it is a heavy one :( but thank you for being there for him

 

[Quarky00]

Shallow, I hope you are doing better . You acted marvelously, did your best, and you were very brave. Your assessment of situation and person is spot on . It is so traumatic and sad so take your time and please please do tell us how you feel

Hope Lion84 is in peace



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I join Flabby. Recent SN practices are a mess. Stop the insanity. Keep it strict. Ctb in peace. Not on a whim. No hospitals right now. I believe more people in possession of SN will "play".

It's horrifying and disheartening, damages the community, and cause anxiety to others. You are rocking our boat and causing harm. Stop it.

*This is not addressed to Lion84

 

[bpdandme]

it only took 2 sips to ctb? wow. felt really bad that he realized after taking sn that he didnt want to ctb but it was too late. may peace be with him

I only had two sips and almost died (got saved), the ambulance team and hospital staff were shocked at how deadly such a small amount was. Please be careful with SN everyone, it's truly not something to mess with if you're uncertain.

 

[Max Castilho]

Is the Squirtsoda gone too ? He proved to be an incredible, intelligent and wise person. Unfortunately he had a neurological disorder that consumed him.