Venting Goodbye all!

[twilightSparriw]

A sad but truly beautiful read. If only you could see the beauty that is inside… i wish you peace and a well deserved, eternal 'rest'…

 

[deadbidaylight]

Looks like they may still be with us. It shows they were last seen on here yesterday.

 

[carlbot]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Halfhourdays]

Are you still with is?

 

[relapse]

I hope you've found the peace you wished for, good luck to you.

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

Looks like they may still be with us. It shows they were last seen on here yesterday.

Wonder what the possibility is.
Either postponed or maybe some family members looking over their history.

 

[deadbidaylight]

Wonder what the possibility is.
Either postponed or maybe some family members looking over their history.

Could possibly be a family member. It's showing them online again today at 2:40pm, so someone's lurking still.

 

[Spicy Tteokbokki]

Could possibly be a family member. It's showing them online again today at 2:40pm, so someone's lurking still.

Maybe I should make thread about it, but I often wonder what should happen when I die.
Right now everything that's sensitive is encrypted on my end, so if I am dead that's it.
My parents wouldn't be able to even see where I am active online, nor potentially message friends about my passing.

 

[tpboy]

on the other side!

 

[deadbidaylight]

Do y

on the other side!

Do you have confirmation of this?

 

[Lo$t95]

Could possibly be a family member. It's showing them online again today at 2:40pm, so someone's lurking still.

They were online again a few hours ago. Must be parents? Maybe looking for closure on why?

 

[deadbidaylight]

They were online again a few hours ago. Must be parents? Maybe looking for closure on why?

Could definitely be the case. Or it could be that their attempt failed or they changed their minds and are too ashamed to admit defeat. Which they absolutely SHOULD NOT feel ashamed. No one would berate them for not doing it. I've never seen that on here. I'm pretty sure a lynch mob would ensue for anyone who tried to do that.

@BoredNTired if you are still with us, we support you regardless of what's happened. I hope that you know that

 

[Lo$t95]

Could definitely be the case. Or it could be that their attempt failed or they changed their minds and are too ashamed to admit defeat. Which they absolutely SHOULD NOT feel ashamed. No one would berate them for not doing it. I've never seen that on here. I'm pretty sure a lynch mob would ensue for anyone who tried to do that.

@BoredNTired if you are still with us, we support you regardless of what's happened. I hope that you know that

Agree 100%

 

[BoredNTired]

I am still with us. Attempt 2 forthcoming.

 

[quietbird]

I am still with us. Attempt 2 forthcoming.

What happened?

 

[DeadSet]

I hope you find the peace you desire

 

[Kbeau]

HI everyone, I'm sitting here with two cups each with 23 g of SN in them, and the oxycodone is starting to kick in. Just wanted to make a final post to give some contect to myself and thank all of you again for being such a welcoming, accepting, and helpful community! I've always planned on dying by suicide ever since I first thought about the concept of death. I haven't lived a particulalry miserable or difficult life, just an unpleasant one. The root of it all is the fact that I simply find myself to be an unlikable person. I truly think that as long as I exist in any manner recognizable as myself, I will be unhappy, and to change enough to not be recoganizable would be the equivilant of death. I've had hardships sure, manic episodes, panic attacks, fits of self harm, general anxiety, depression and the recent death of my mother, but none of those really contributed to this choice. I think I am just fundamentally lacking some aspect of the human experience that makes it worth while. I do not know if I am capable of love, familial romantic or platonic, and for the last several years have been unable to see myself as anything but subhuman for my failiure to exist as I think people should. I do not know if everyone feels as let down by their existance as I or if i am uniquely sick, but either explanation would justify my death to me. This was heavily premeditated and no anti depressants or meds I have taken have for a second have shaken my resolve over the years to die by my own hand. I do not know if an afterlife exists, but I hope that It doesn't so I no longer have to exist as myself in any way shape or form. I haven't been as active here as I would have liked due to bouts of anxiety, but I've been lurking and reading other peoples posts for a while, and you've all helped me immensely. Thank you all so much for being a place where I could find a bit of solice near the end, and goodbye.

Peace