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Bea

Bea

Member
Sep 1, 2019
97
My time has come, after a long period of planning, research, and saying "goodbyes" to friends in my own way. So many of you have touched my heart and mind in so many ways, and I sincerely love and respect you. It seems weird to say that I love people I met online, but this place is special. You all have made my last days meaningful, and thank you for that. I really needed you, and I am so grateful that I found this site. I can only hope that I have given as much as I have received.
I will be going tomorrow by gunshot, and I need time to make peace by myself in my last hours. I know you all understand. I also assure you that I am taking measures to prevent harm to anyone else.
I wish you all the best.

~ Bea
 
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Lady black

Lady black

35 male, central Europe, German speaking
Oct 22, 2018
1,192
Good luck, all the best and eternal peace to you
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
696
peace, love and bliss to you.
you deserve the best.

good luck :heart:
 
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idk who i am

Member
Nov 2, 2020
32
good bye. i hope you'll find peace and good luck!! ❤️
 
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Konjac

Konjac

Specialist
Oct 25, 2020
302
I'm sorry that things came to this, but I hope you find peace. Sending all my love :heart:
 
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Good4Nothing

Good4Nothing

Unlovable
May 8, 2020
1,865
Goodbye, Bea. Rest in peace.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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I hope you find peace and relief.
 
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hoping to lose hope

hoping to lose hope

<3 Message me to trade music <3
Nov 14, 2020
849
As others have said I can only hop you find peace at last.
Was nice lurking in chat watching you post
 
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InterstateFlowers

InterstateFlowers

Experienced
Apr 16, 2020
235
I'm so sorry its come to this.. I'm glad this community offered the kindness and the support you deserve. Godspeed, love. :heart:
 
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Ulisses

Arcanist
Feb 21, 2020
487
Sad. Safe travel
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
826
Rest easy :heart:

Hope it goes well and you find peace.
 
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Heart Shards

The shards of my broken heart cut deep.
Feb 3, 2019
535
Best wishes and peace.
 
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woxihuanni

woxihuanni

Illuminated
Aug 19, 2019
3,299
Goodbye Bea, I wish you a safe passage
 
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Weary Soul

Weary Soul

Soon I will be free
Nov 13, 2019
1,156
:heart:
 
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dropdeadfred

dropdeadfred

Boarding the bus to Everlasting Dreamland ♡
Oct 19, 2020
256
I hung out in the chat with you once & I think you are a totally sweet person, as well as this post reflects. Lots of love. :hug:
 
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flower

flower

on the moon
Feb 23, 2020
320
I hope you find peace, bea. you'll be missed a lot around here :heart: so many hugs!!
 
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KleinerWolf

KleinerWolf

Account Wipe.
Apr 30, 2020
2,700
Sorry that you are considering this as your way-out,

I wish you godspeed if you decide to go through with it.
:heart:
 
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Deleted member 17949

Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Wishing you a peaceful journey
 
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Despondent

Despondent

Archangel
Dec 20, 2019
6,777
I'm gonna miss you, B :(

You definitely have given to this community, and we all love you for that. Remember: steady breaths. Wishing you the peace that you deserve :heart:
 
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Wraith

Wraith

Lost in The Void
Nov 4, 2020
181
I lurked in chat earlier today and you seem like a great person.

May your passing be swift and painless. :hug:
 
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degeneratewaste

degeneratewaste

dressed for the grave.
Aug 24, 2020
264
good luck, @Bea . seeing you post your music in chat and hearing your kind words and incredible empathy has touched my heart. I wish you so much luck, my dear, and I hope your plan goes well. I have appreciated knowing you so much.

I will listen to Depeche Mode in your honour tomorrow <3 rest well, you shall be missed, sweetness.
 
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Goodbye710

Student
Jul 12, 2020
163
Goodbye Bea. We love you.
 
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Gromit-CTB

Gromit-CTB

time for ctb
Nov 14, 2020
847
Safe journey and hope you get the peace you deserve
 
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UberYeets

UberYeets

Humans are mercenaries by nature, loyal by will.
Apr 7, 2020
44
We love you QUEEN BEA, Lordette of Scorpios like us ;-;
 
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TheEndisNear121200

Student
Oct 10, 2020
109
I've talked to you before on chat and you were very sweet. Thank you very much for your kind words, I will forever cherish them.
I'm so sad seeing you go, but I really hope you find the peace you're looking for. You will be dearly missed :heart:
 
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ThrownAwayTom

ThrownAwayTom

Experienced
Oct 3, 2020
276
This is very sad. I wish you all the best with what you want. You seem to genuinely care so much for everyone in the chat and it wont be the same without you :(
 
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Deleted member 23586

Deleted member 23586

Hope ur final midnight feels like the hug you need
Nov 8, 2020
208
Goodbye BeaBea. I hope for a peaceful journey for you love. Have a final goodnight :heart:
 
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illbeinthegarage

funs fun but who needs it
Jun 14, 2020
316
i wish you the best too. you're always a lovely presence in chat when ive seen you around and im glad youre going to get what you want. i wish you all the peace <3
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,869
Safe travels. I hope you'll find peace. Goodbye :hug: :heart:
 
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Nature_is_God

Nature_is_God

The cause of suffering is the desire to exist
Jul 27, 2020
150
I know you'll find liberation from suffering.
 
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