Pretty horrible to be honest with you. I cannot get over this dysphoria and I just feel constantly empty. It's too much and I really want to drink the sn tonight, but will likely wait at least another day. I wanted to hold out til December, but it's just too damn difficult.Just checking in to see how you are doing?
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,005
So sorry... I want to go but I don't want to fuck up the holidays for family. That and I'm too chicken shit.
I am chicken shit too. But I also know that nothing is going to improve by staying alive. I will always feel empty being deprived of a life I wish I could have through no one's fault but a 50/50 chance at birth.
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Archangel
- Mar 23, 2018
- 11,005
I feel the same. Except for a 10/90 chance of being ok... Maybe even less.
theboy
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- Jul 15, 2022
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