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explorer

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Dec 7, 2018
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I am in a hotel room right now. Gonna drink sn in an hour. I brought all the stuff needed But forgot headphones :( and I could not get benzos. Fasted for 8hrs and I did not foIlow any regimen. Going to take 40mg meto and 800mg zentac 50min before sn. I am both happy and sad for ctb. I feel very sorry for my mom and brother but I could not do anything about that.

I am very much thankful to this site and all the ppl here. Just wanted to share this bcos I don't want to feel so lonely atleast when I am going.
 
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therhydler

therhydler

Enlightened
Dec 7, 2018
1,196
Good luck I hope it is peaceful... we are with you
 
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ausboy96

ausboy96

Student
Nov 17, 2018
143
Good luck I hope it's a peaceful journey to the other side.
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
I hope everything works out for you and you find peace. Good luck.
 
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21Neberg

21Neberg

Enlightened
Dec 17, 2018
1,624
(I'm assuming you wrote a note for your mum and brother)

Wow, incredibly jealous of both your courage and the peace that you will soon feel! There's no reason to be sad. I hope you succeed.

See you soon, I hope!
 
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Kdawg2018

Kdawg2018

Still here...
Nov 10, 2018
272
Good Luck!
 
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Gainax

Gainax

Experienced
Oct 8, 2018
265
I hope you find peace.
 
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Nem

Nem

Drs suck mega ass!
Sep 3, 2018
1,489
Best of luck comrade, wish you the best whichever outcome occurs
Peace hugs
 
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15dec

15dec

ember in the dark
Dec 7, 2018
1,550
Good luck my friend, I hope you find the leave you're looking for. Hugs
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
47
Enjoy these final, worry-free moments. Peace.
 
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Jadon91

Member
Nov 20, 2018
75
Good luck. You deserve peace.
 
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explorer

Student
Dec 7, 2018
132
I will let you guys know in 30mins when I drink it. But i feel I should not influence other ctbs by sharing my experience
 
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Jupiter

Jupiter

Specialist
Nov 23, 2018
384
We are here with you.
 
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explorer

Student
Dec 7, 2018
132
Tastes really bad yukk
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
47
You're gonna get sleepy quick pal. How's the tummy feel?
 
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Jenna

Jenna

Experienced
Nov 21, 2018
234
Thinking of you.
 
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Shewaitsforme

Arcanist
Sep 23, 2018
493
We are here for you @Sadboy
 
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Trulysorry

Member
Dec 31, 2018
95
Wish you peace
 
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MsM3talGamer

Voluntary deletion
Nov 28, 2018
1,504
Safe travels and rest easy ...
 
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AndyCurious

AndyCurious

Warlock
Sep 13, 2018
707
Hope you find peace, safe travels :)
 
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furax53

Student
Nov 13, 2018
191
rest in peace
 
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nohoper

Member
Dec 2, 2018
64
Best wishes hope all goes well.
 
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Haze

Haze

Christian
Jan 1, 2019
47
Wow, I can't believe he's gone. First time I've witnessed something like this. It's affected me. I need to think about this a while.
 
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diyCTB

Mage
Oct 28, 2018
573
Go in peace and find happiness on the other side.
 
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borntodie777

borntodie777

Enlightened
Jan 1, 2019
206
rest in peace, hope this works out for you :)

you will be missed and remembered by many
 
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Johnnythefox

Johnnythefox

Que sera sera
Nov 11, 2018
3,129
Be safe amigo, adios.
 
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Jadon91

Member
Nov 20, 2018
75
Maybe he is gone and I'm really happy for him. The only things that holds me back in this method are the metoclopramide's side effects. However, the method seems to work.
 
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