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burninghill

burninghill

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Dec 2, 2025
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Title explains it really! Hopefully this week, but maybe early next so I can make sure I've got nothing on in the days following.

I've tried to get some information but I'm still halfway through researching, any info is appreciated. I'm 5'7, 115-125lbs. I'm also quite a …. Weak person? I get nauseous very easily and stomach aches almost daily.

I don't want anything too crazy and I'm okay with mild or severe anxiety, I am really interested in experiencing hallucinations.
I've generally been recommended 200mg but again, any advice is helpful. What to expect, how long the hangovers last, how long the trip lasts.
Maybe I should start with 100 then increase?

I have a total of 1000mg on me right now.

I'm curious to see how it'll affect suicidality.

I really appreciate anyone who feels the urge to advise against this, but unfortunately that's not something that works for me! I used to self harm with substances, so discouragement actually is more encouraging than you think.
For once I'm trying to do this reasonably safely.

And yes, I have been on the subreddit haha
 
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alligatorsister

alligatorsister

let me sleep so my teeth wont grind
Mar 1, 2026
10
Yeah the subreddit is pretty helpful.

To see any hallucinations i believe 225mg ish. Especially for your first time dosing.

I usually dose around 100-200mg cuz i do it pretty regularly and i only do therapeutic doses. Its pretty safe and wont fuck you up too badly compared to 300mg+

In my first trip i was really anixous but it felt really calming after a while, make sure to drink alot of water you will get cotton mouth lol.
Its really hard for me to think and hold onto a thought, and your body will feel pretty heavy.
im around the same weight the trip is usually 5-8 hours, for me personally the hangover is about a whole day but it isnt too bad.

I advise against going higher than 500 mg unless you know what youre doing.
Stay safe <3
 
Saponification

Saponification

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Jun 27, 2024
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I'm unfamiliar with this. I used to take DPH for sleep because it knocked me the fuck out but it worsened my sleep quality to the point where I had extreme drowsiness during the day. What is a high dosage of DPH supposed to do to you? I didn't even know you could trip on that drug.
 
burninghill

burninghill

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Dec 2, 2025
141
I'm unfamiliar with this. I used to take DPH for sleep because it knocked me the fuck out but it worsened my sleep quality to the point where I had extreme drowsiness during the day. What is a high dosage of DPH supposed to do to you? I didn't even know you could trip on that drug.
High doses of DPH (usually 200mg+) pretty much just induce delirium, dysphoria and hallucinations, aswell as paranoia/ anxiety. It can also make your body feel very heavy, deteriorate your short term memory and make you very dehydrated temporarily. Euphoria is also common.

It's not really considered a very good drug to trip on, especially if you have pre-existing mental health conditions, the things you experience in low doses only get worse at higher doses. It's been known to give people PTSD and can fast-track dementia
 
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Saponification

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High doses of DPH (usually 200mg+) pretty much just induce delirium, dysphoria and hallucinations, aswell as paranoia/ anxiety. It can also make your body feel very heavy, deteriorate your short term memory and make you very dehydrated temporarily. Euphoria is also common.

It's not really considered a very good drug to trip on, especially if you have pre-existing mental health conditions, the things you experience in low doses only get worse at higher doses. It's been known to give people PTSD and can fast-track dementia
Interesting. If you don't mind me asking, why do you wanna trip on it? It doesn't sound like fun. Isn't something like psychedelics more interesting?
 
burninghill

burninghill

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Dec 2, 2025
141
Interesting. If you don't mind me asking, why do you wanna trip on it? It doesn't sound like fun. Isn't something like psychedelics more interesting?
You can get DPH over the counter so it's really easy to access, I'm really interested in hallucinating and also potentially using DPH before/ as I CTB.

Deep down I know that my reason for wanting to use it is just self harm but I am in some denial
 
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burninghill

burninghill

Student
Dec 2, 2025
141
Yeah the subreddit is pretty helpful.

To see any hallucinations i believe 225mg ish. Especially for your first time dosing.

I usually dose around 100-200mg cuz i do it pretty regularly and i only do therapeutic doses. Its pretty safe and wont fuck you up too badly compared to 300mg+

In my first trip i was really anixous but it felt really calming after a while, make sure to drink alot of water you will get cotton mouth lol.
Its really hard for me to think and hold onto a thought, and your body will feel pretty heavy.
im around the same weight the trip is usually 5-8 hours, for me personally the hangover is about a whole day but it isnt too bad.

I advise against going higher than 500 mg unless you know what youre doing.
Stay safe <3
Thank you! I'll try 225, mostly because I've heard you have to space out dosing and I don't want to sort of… waste a dose if that makes sense. I plan to try it out on friday

Do you know much about spacing out doses if I wanted to try again in the future? I've heard you should space them out by 1-2 weeks.
 
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Sphinxi

Sphinxi

Student
Jan 4, 2026
153
I took around 250 one of the two times I did it. I really don't recommend it, but your experience won't be horrible if you stick to a fairly low dosage. I am fairly sure that it can cause significant brain damage with consistent usage
 
burninghill

burninghill

Student
Dec 2, 2025
141
I took around 250 one of the two times I did it. I really don't recommend it, but your experience won't be horrible if you stick to a fairly low dosage. I am fairly sure that it can cause significant brain damage with consistent usage
Yeah there's a lot of risks with consistent usage (even with single usage).

I'm still trying to decide on a dosage, 200mg is generally the recommended dose, but I'm reasonably sensitive. I know you should wait a week between doses at least, so I just don't want to take a bedtime dose and then have to wait ages to try again, you know?
 

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