gonna try again tonight

[ghostcat]

im too stupid to tie a noose so all i have is a knot and the ceiling fan probabl;y wont hold my weight but i gotta try. cant have acid delivered bc post office box. cant get a gun (im american too its pathetic) and too rural to uber anywhere tall enough to jump from. i'll probably fuck it up and hey! didnt want my family to have to see my hanging in my room but i just cant anymore. my body is worthless ruined trash and i cant do anything yeah it fucking hurts to type this and the american healthcare system just fucked me over AGAIN!!! so im just gonna hope it works out if you guys have resaources that even a fucking retarded 4 yr old could figure out send em over

nvm i'll ctb later im fighting with my mom again becuase im a huge cunt but shes supposed to have surgery in a couple weeks i'll fucking wait some more i dont fucking want to though but i was planning on at least seeing election results and getting my room somewhat cleared out fuck goddamn it

 

[kyhoti]

I have debilitating health problems too. It certainly is fucky dealing with the healthcare juggernaut here in the States. I hope you find the peace you seek.

 

[Evelyn Lane]

im too stupid to tie a noose so all i have is a knot and the ceiling fan probabl;y wont hold my weight but i gotta try. cant have acid delivered bc post office box. cant get a gun (im american too its pathetic) and too rural to uber anywhere tall enough to jump from. i'll probably fuck it up and hey! didnt want my family to have to see my hanging in my room but i just cant anymore. my body is worthless ruined trash and i cant do anything yeah it fucking hurts to type this and the american healthcare system just fucked me over AGAIN!!! so im just gonna hope it works out if you guys have resaources that even a fucking retarded 4 yr old could figure out send em over

Tie a bowline knot to the ceiling fan and tie a noose knot (not hangman's knot) for your neck.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

Please test your anchor point throughly before doing this. Depending on your fan there's a chance it could come out of the ceiling. Do you have any other anchor point options, OP?

 

[idontknoww3]

I hope your life gets better, and I hope you get better, you're perfect the way you are and you should try therapy or psych ward (I went there) depends on where you are tho I hope everything goes well(not talking about the ctb, talking about your mental and wishing that it gets better for you<333333333333333) I love you/p have a nice year.<3

 

[maniac116]

im too stupid to tie a noose so all i have is a knot and the ceiling fan probabl;y wont hold my weight but i gotta try. cant have acid delivered bc post office box. cant get a gun (im american too its pathetic) and too rural to uber anywhere tall enough to jump from. i'll probably fuck it up and hey! didnt want my family to have to see my hanging in my room but i just cant anymore. my body is worthless ruined trash and i cant do anything yeah it fucking hurts to type this and the american healthcare system just fucked me over AGAIN!!! so im just gonna hope it works out if you guys have resaources that even a fucking retarded 4 yr old could figure out send em over

nvm i'll ctb later im fighting with my mom again becuase im a huge cunt but shes supposed to have surgery in a couple weeks i'll fucking wait some more i dont fucking want to though but i was planning on at least seeing election results and getting my room somewhat cleared out fuck goddamn it