Gonna take a bunch of pills

[MidnightDream]

I know it's not a good way to ctb. But I don't have SN nor can I afford it rn.
I have a bunch of pathetic little pills, it probably won't kill me but it might do enough damage to get close. What's a little bit of brain damage? It'll do the job, I won't be conscious.

I'm so fucked up, I've posted here before about 2 people being in my head, it's the second one that's out rn. She just wants to hurt me. And I'm too tired to care.

 

[whywere]

Howdy!

1st and foremost I CARE about you and love having you as a friend. Brain and/or organ damage is one hell of a way to go, and I would never wish something of that nature upon anyone ever.

Yes, I am older, so I do not know what you call it, but I LOVE the picture that you have for yourself, really nice! See you have talent that I do not have.

You are part of a loving and caring site and I love having friends, as I have none, except everyone here and having you here brightens each and every day for me.

Sending lots of well wishes, huge hugs, love, caring and the knowledge that you are so very important.

Walter

 

[September Salt]

It won't kill you and will make things worse. If you're tired, go to sleep and start fresh tomorrow.

 

[sleeps]

i hope you'll hold off for tonight and take some time to come up with a better plan. you know those pills won't kill you & will only leave you worse off. you deserve peace, not further suffering

 

[Musichater]

As someone who had tried it twice, I suggest you don't resort to it. I was lucky all I got was terrible hangover lasting for 2-3 days, but it could have been worse. I know it's difficult, but try your best to calm yourself down and think this through, maybe read the resource page again and see if there's other methods that look feasible to you.

 

[MidnightDream]

Howdy!

1st and foremost I CARE about you and love having you as a friend. Brain and/or organ damage is one hell of a way to go, and I would never wish something of that nature upon anyone ever.

Yes, I am older, so I do not know what you call it, but I LOVE the picture that you have for yourself, really nice! See you have talent that I do not have.

You are part of a loving and caring site and I love having friends, as I have none, except everyone here and having you here brightens each and every day for me.

Sending lots of well wishes, huge hugs, love, caring and the knowledge that you are so very important.

Walter

Thank you needed that. I really appreciate you taking the time to say something so kind towards me. I appreciate you to the ends of the earth, thank you so much

It won't kill you and will make things worse. If you're tired, go to sleep and start fresh tomorrow.

The harsh reality. I just don't want to be alive anymore and I can't Amazon prime SN lmfao

i hope you'll hold off for tonight and take some time to come up with a better plan. you know those pills won't kill you & will only leave you worse off. you deserve peace, not further suffering

My plan is SN but it's just too difficult to get rn. I can't afford it. Worse off is at least one step closer to death yk

As someone who had tried it twice, I suggest you don't resort to it. I was lucky all I got was terrible hangover lasting for 2-3 days, but it could have been worse. I know it's difficult, but try your best to calm yourself down and think this through, maybe read the resource page again and see if there's other methods that look feasible to you.

Thank you. I'll have a look, unfortunately there's nothing I can do tonight really but it just hurts so much. I don't wanna wake up tomorrow