Gonna do this next friday

[Anbar006]

First of all, sorry for my poor english.
I have 100g of SN to prepare 4 glasses. 25g/50 ml water.
As AE i have Domperidone, paracetamol as painkiller, Almagel as antacid.
Also bought a random sedative, no reason to name it. And ordered jewerly scales to measure SN correctly.
I collected all the components in about 5 days, they appeared very easy to buy in my country.
I will follow the Stan's guide (2 days regime). But I've also read other threads about SN (failed attempts as well), and I just hope that it will work for me. I'm not afraid of suffering before death, failure and long time negative effects scare me more, but it seems like SN does not have any, in case of failure.
Why friday was choosed so oddly specific? I don't know, actually I can do this any day. Don't even know why I'm writing this. So It will be like my goodbye thread. Wish you all ease and confidence in making decisions, especially about suicide.

 

[OneDeepBreathIn]

The fact that you set the day for Friday but noted that you could do it any day tells me that there is a part of you that still wants to live. I know it's easy to feel hopeless when you keep trying and things don't get better, and I know that you are strong for having already survived for so long. Please consider reaching out to your local crisis hotline, if you're in America you can dial 988 at any time, or even text that number if you feel more comfortable.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's irritating and disrespectful when pro lifers troll this forum, I'm sorry that this happened on your thread OP. You don't deserve to have your wish to die invalidated like that. Calling a suicide hotline doesn't solve anything anyway, and it's really not recommended to call 988, as someone on here wrote that they got visited by the police after calling it.
But anyway I wish you the best of luck with your plans, I believe that those who have SN right now are fortunate. I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.