FoxInWaiting
I want out!
- May 27, 2023
- 52
I tried on the 27th 2 years ago, with the method being falling from a great height. Unfortunately I chickened out, still regret it to this day. But looking back, it mite have been a dumb thing to do, as even though the height was around 6 stories, I was wearing rather thick clothing because of the cold, and with a fall, the line between instant lights out and a slow painful death is very slim.
This time I have a gun. 40 cal FMJ flathead, so pretty beefy for its size and alot of blunt force.
I'll have the house to myself all day the 27th, so I'm most likely gonna do it in my bed. Somewhere warm and comfortable that has honestly been the one place I feel safe and away from the world over the past few years.
I guess my parents will come home to a mess, but it's whatever.
If I didn't do it, I'll post again.
If I don't post again after the 27th, then I'm gone.
I really appreciate this forum, this is the one place where people can speak freely about this subject.
Anyway, a potential take care from me.
This time I have a gun. 40 cal FMJ flathead, so pretty beefy for its size and alot of blunt force.
I'll have the house to myself all day the 27th, so I'm most likely gonna do it in my bed. Somewhere warm and comfortable that has honestly been the one place I feel safe and away from the world over the past few years.
I guess my parents will come home to a mess, but it's whatever.
If I didn't do it, I'll post again.
If I don't post again after the 27th, then I'm gone.
I really appreciate this forum, this is the one place where people can speak freely about this subject.
Anyway, a potential take care from me.
