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DeepInTheCreek

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Jun 28, 2025
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I tried some weeks back and failed, but I think I will succeed now as I got some extra preparation in case I need to go some distance. I just wanna know, since hypothermia will take a while to actually kill me; should I do it in the far away location (20 miles on foot) or in a woodland behind my house, where I'd likely be caught faster? I am fed up with living and I just want to know what you all think will work, because last time I really struggled to make it 10 miles on foot carrying gallons of water.
Main reason I want to go 20 miles too is that's the only large expanse of forest nearby me, but I don't got any form of transport there beyond my own two feet.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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20 miles is going to be tough and time consuming even without water. I don't mean to discourage but that seems unlikely.
 
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DeepInTheCreek

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Jun 28, 2025
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20 miles is going to be tough and time consuming even without water. I don't mean to discourage but that seems unlikely.
Yeah, but I'm really desperate for this to work and I honestly dunno where to go around my town since there's too much farmland, I'd be guaranteed safe if I could get that far.
Good news, I think I've found a spot I can actually get to without murdering my knees that should be relevantly hidden. I am really hoping this is my last day.
 
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FuneralCry

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Sep 24, 2020
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I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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good luck,
I hope everything goes well for you
and you find the peace you desire ❤️‍🩹
 

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