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Astume

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Dec 23, 2021
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I'm going to CTB in the next few hours. I'm largely at peace with my decision, knowing that there's nothing left for me here. It feels liberating because I don't have to deal with my life anymore. But at the same time, everything feels unreal. I'm still having trouble processing that I'm about to kill myself.
 
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Lebensunwertes

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Du bist auf dich allein gestellt
May 26, 2022
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Good luck with your endeavors. If I may ask which method did you settle with?
 
FuneralCry

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I can imagine that it must be a relief to be at peace with everything. I hope that you find what you are looking for.
 
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Are you still with us ?
 
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Although it's a method I wouldn't, personally, choose, I wish you luck, if you go that route, and solace and peace, thereafter.
 

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