Why do I suffer all that?
I realized that I didn't fully answer the question as soon as I posted. So here it is.
First of all I don't buy original sin either.
When the universe was made during the big bang God put in charge angels. One of the top angels thought that he was greater than God. The Bible says his name was Lucifer, and so he wanted to be the king of the underworld. He thought that he could rule the underworld and get away from God. The the underworld being the dimensions of darkness also called hell. So he left and took 1/3 of the angels with him. But once they got to the underworld/hell they realized it wasn't what they thought it was. And they were given over to their own desire away from God. God or some arch angel gave them ugly bodies because they disobeyed the natural order of things. So in theory it goes that this world was abandoned by those angels. Meaning those angels were suppose to be here to help us through our evolution and save us from the lower dimensions, from greed, hate, anger, jealously, etc. But they left. And now they are in chains of darkness waiting until the great day of judgement. IMO the great day of judgement is when all planets in the whole universe have been conquered by God and his holy angels. Then God will give up the dead from hell and everyone in hell will be judged, including the angels that deceived the whole world. If any human makes it to that place it is because of rejecting love and peace through many reincarnations, not just one. And they will be thrown into the lake of fire. And once all their karma has been erased they will be let out I hope as a universalist.
If you don't believe any of this I suggest you read the NDE near death experience book by Howard Storm. He was a staunch atheist that went to hell when he had an OBE because he was deceived by very nasty mean ghosts into following them into the darkness, eventually he was saved by Jesus. So the Jesus that I know is actually very forgiving and will bring people out of hell if they don't deserve it.
So in essence we suffer here right now, because some of the angels left us and forsook us eons ago.
The fact that the desire for salvation is common among humans says nothing one way or the other about the existence of a deity. It might exist, or it might not, but the fact that people feel a longing for absolution doesn't prove anything.
Your right in a way, that by itself isn't enough evidence for much of anything. But heres the thing, there are many pieces of the puzzle that paint a grand picture. So if you can put it together then you can see it. I have many reasons why I believe in dieties and an afterlife. You can see dieties and an afterlife too, just get a breakthrough dose of DMT and you will see for yourself what the hype is about.