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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
380
Every time I go to sleep and I wake up, I think I might as well have died in my sleep and the feeling gives me peace. This thought every morning helps me to make peace with death.
however, going to bed is one of the worst things that happen to me during the day.
however, going to bed is one of the worst things that happen to me during the day.
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
Well hun that's what we all dream, to just fall asleep and never wake up. The kiss of death, silent and pain free. :hug:
 
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yive

yive

life is evil
Nov 6, 2020
695
Every time I go to sleep and I wake up, I think I might as well have died in my sleep and the feeling gives me peace.
yes, i really hope so too, because i hate this stupid survival game
 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
I hate waking up every morning to this nightmare.
 
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Superdeterminist

Superdeterminist

Enlightened
Apr 5, 2020
1,873
From the title, I thought I was being commanded to go to sleep... :pfff:
 
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MindFog

MindFog

:Professional Hypocrite:
Nov 19, 2020
732
When your very existence feels bitter, every dream taste sweet.
 
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demuic

demuic

Life was a mistake
Sep 12, 2020
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Every time I go to sleep and I wake up, I think I might as well have died in my sleep and the feeling gives me peace. This thought every morning helps me to make peace with death.
however, going to bed is one of the worst things that happen to me during the day.
however, going to bed is one of the worst things that happen to me during the day.
Yes, I wish I would never wake up after I go to sleep.

No worrying about methods, dealing with guilt, or feeling anything.
 
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painoflife

painoflife

Arcanist
Jul 27, 2019
492
I would sleep more often, or at least try to, if it increased the chance of me not waking up again.
 
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Pravesh

Student
Oct 19, 2020
129
Heroin Overdose Is Like Going To Sleep And Never Waking Up So I Have Read. Sometimes Addicts Accidentally OD on it and never wake up, they call it the "nod" . it is a painkiller and used in hospitals as a stronger morphine and has very sedating properties .

 
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Pookie

Pookie

Somebody you used to know.
Oct 18, 2020
1,051
Heroin Overdose Is Like Going To Sleep And Never Waking Up So I Have Read. Sometimes Addicts Accidentally OD on it and never wake up, they call it the "nod" . it is a painkiller and used in hospitals as a stronger morphine and has very sedating properties .

Wish I could go that way.
 
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Pravesh

Student
Oct 19, 2020
129
Wish I could go that way.
same but not even sure if street heroin is good enough plus no money and contacts. So right now i cant get it.
its one of my top methods on my list, at least i will experience some euphoria too.
 
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mimiopo22

mimiopo22

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Dec 4, 2020
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Heroin Overdose Is Like Going To Sleep And Never Waking Up So I Have Read. Sometimes Addicts Accidentally OD on it and never wake up, they call it the "nod" . it is a painkiller and used in hospitals as a stronger morphine and has very sedating properties .

Unfortunately, I can't afford this.
 
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Pravesh

Student
Oct 19, 2020
129
Unfortunately, I can't afford this.
yeah me neither but its a dream of mine to do this and od from it so im working towards finding money for it then finding reliable dealer to buy from and that will show me how to inject it.
 

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