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Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
78
What would you choose
If you could go back in time and fix your past mistakes. Or erase your existence by never being born.
 
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Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
78
I've been thinking about this answer since yesterday, and if I could go back in time an unlimited number of times I would choose that, and fix every mistake again again and again, although it would probably lead to some kind of paradox
 
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RiverOfLife

Student
Nov 7, 2024
116
Cease to exist. I don't have confidence that I would be able to fix my mistakes and I would likely end up in a similar situation after having gone through the same amount of pain twice.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
4,288
Cease to exist. I would never want to live under any circumstances

I don't want anything from evil life and don't want to be a part of this nightmare

No One can convince me that there is an objective reason why I have to want to live or to do anything. There isn't

I never asked to be here. This abomination was imposed on me
 
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ceasing to exist is literally my greatest wish i remember thinking about it when i was 8
 
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ChaosWandering

Member
Jun 28, 2024
11
Part of me thinks go back in time, but there is no guarantee I wouldn't end up in a similar situation, and I don't want to do this again.

Ultimately, I think I'd rather cease to exist, deleting all traces of me from existence.
 
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SA1994EC

Member
Jan 28, 2021
326
I would pick ceasing to exit. I have been suffering since I was born due to my family. Having one chance to suffer that much this long is more than enough.
 
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.Derelict

.Derelict

New Member
Feb 12, 2023
3
I've made some huge mistakes. I genuinely hate myself for how big of a problem I've been these past few years. Going back, changing a few things, that would set everything right again. God there's so much I wish I hadn't done and even more things I wish I had done. Going back in time would be a godsend
 
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23done

23done

Member
Aug 8, 2024
39
I'd love to go back and time and finish college the right way. I feel like that is a number one reason I am suicidal right now
 
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Leiot

Leiot

Coming back as a cat
Oct 2, 2024
341
Go back in time. At least that way I could prevent hurting certain people.
 
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