Halloween... xmas, summer, whatever it is, witnessing people living while as i crawl day after day in the void just to spend a day over and over again, watching lives through glass walls.
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Per Ardua Ad Astra, sleeps and Sad_Sack
I'm right there with you. I feel like there is a horrible fog between me and everything and everyone. Today is my favorite holiday and its just a torture session. I can't feel anything anymore. Just physical pain, dizziness, frustration and sadness. This is the last Halloween I have with my daughter at home as she is moving across country to live with her boyfriend and I can't even be present in it. Ftw.
Any of those holidays are just another day to me. They don't affect my life at all, not that I care about commercialised forced optimism anyway. I see that as being irritating. But summer is the worst time of year to me, I really hate the hot weather, it just makes everything worse.
Any of those holidays are just another day to me. They don't affect my life at all, not that I care about commercialised forced optimism anyway. I see that as being irritating. But summer is the worst time of year to me, I really hate the hot weather, it just makes everything worse.
For me xmas is the worst... it only last two weeks but... all the families celebrating and you almost alone it tears me apart. I used to like summer but now its a source of anxiety.
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