dw33ter
meow meow
- Jan 23, 2023
- 36
I've been thinking recently, and I've been wondering if having a way out is the reason I haven't ctb'ed yet.
I say I have a way out in the sense that I still have a friend I talk to, an internship, a family that still cares (to some extent). Maybe if I go scorched earth and quit my internship, come out to my parents, drive my only friend away from me – maybe that would be the push I need. I think I've gotten too comfortable with inaction, and maybe I need to do something to accelerate the process. Seems risky though. Not sure if anyone has any thoughts / advice.
I say I have a way out in the sense that I still have a friend I talk to, an internship, a family that still cares (to some extent). Maybe if I go scorched earth and quit my internship, come out to my parents, drive my only friend away from me – maybe that would be the push I need. I think I've gotten too comfortable with inaction, and maybe I need to do something to accelerate the process. Seems risky though. Not sure if anyone has any thoughts / advice.