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sickgirlzis

sickgirlzis

the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
66
getting motivated to do literally anything is so hard for me. even small tasks like getting out of bed. currently I should be having a bath, I haven't showered in about 5 days, and i even have a really nice bath bomb to use. but I just can't bring myself to get up. i feel so useless right now
 
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gingermacie

gingermacie

head in the clouds
Apr 5, 2024
78
Executive functioning is a bitch. Some people innately have the ability and the rest of us are screwed. You're not alone.
 
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AlexYaBoy

AlexYaBoy

The Lord of Dribblers
Mar 11, 2024
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getting motivated to do literally anything is so hard for me. even small tasks like getting out of bed. currently I should be having a bath, I haven't showered in about 5 days, and i even have a really nice bath bomb to use. but I just can't bring myself to get up. i feel so useless right now
One month to make it a habit, and six months to make it pathological behaviour. Not so easy.
 
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NaoTheGoat

TangerineVenerable
Apr 17, 2024
5
a few months ago i just didnt have strenght to do things. Now i am repulsive to those same things. Whats the point? I am just extending my suffering in this earth but suffering even more
 
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Clowndollie

Clowndollie

Focused on healing đź’­
Apr 14, 2024
108
getting motivated to do literally anything is so hard for me. even small tasks like getting out of bed. currently I should be having a bath, I haven't showered in about 5 days, and i even have a really nice bath bomb to use. but I just can't bring myself to get up. i feel so useless right now
I understand this, I haven't showered in days either and it's really hard to push myself to do it. I'm not very good with advice but maybe it helps if you have something interesting or fun planned after? So that that kind of feels like a reward? Just throwing things out there.
 
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sickgirlzis

sickgirlzis

the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
66
I understand this, I haven't showered in days either and it's really hard to push myself to do it. I'm not very good with advice but maybe it helps if you have something interesting or fun planned after? So that that kind of feels like a reward? Just throwing things out there.
I think I'm gonna go have my bath and then just play some games after. only way to do things is to force yourself to do things, I've learned.
 
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Eudaimonic

Eudaimonic

I want to fade away.
Aug 11, 2023
983
getting motivated to do literally anything is so hard for me. even small tasks like getting out of bed. currently I should be having a bath, I haven't showered in about 5 days, and i even have a really nice bath bomb to use. but I just can't bring myself to get up. i feel so useless right now
I feel similarly, but I've found that once you do one task, it's often easier to do another.
 
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sickgirlzis

sickgirlzis

the most optimistic pessimist
Apr 17, 2024
66
for anyone who is still looking here I ended up having the bath, it was nice :) sometimes you just gotta get stuff over with, you might enjoy it
 
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Luckiest7

Luckiest7

We all crash and burn :(
Oct 3, 2023
7
Depression is one hell of a bitch. But im glad you ended up enjoying your bath!
 
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