Getting close to my time

[delusionalgirl]

I'm less than 2 weeks out. I'm still deciding between methods but I have what I need and comfortable with my methods. I won't be found because I'm suppose to be on a road trip. So no reason for anyone to worry for a couple of days. Keeping appointments with doctor tomorrow because trying not to act different. Only a few close friends with get a package with a note. That's it. Music list is set. Don't laugh but so is the outfit and make up and jewelry. I am going to use a motel but I do have a back up location of in the area woods in case that is what I want. I'm glad the end is near. Little scare but there is also relief there that it's going to be over soon.

 

[mlcs]

which method?

 

[delusionalgirl]

which method?

I have meth laced fentanyl. Partial suspension, full suspension and a gun.

 

[mlcs]

all that? you r really lucky

 

[delusionalgirl]

all that? you r really lucky

I got lucky. Ironically gun was a gift from my dad. Been shooting it for a long time. Ropes always have some on hand but got new ones that have less flex. The meth I lucked out on.

 

[TimetoGo!]

I got lucky. Ironically gun was a gift from my dad. Been shooting it for a long time. Ropes always have some on hand but got new ones that have less flex. The meth I lucked out on.

Why do you need it all, you only need the gun?

 

[Fktw0rld]

That meth laced fentanyl sounds delicious. I'm stuck with the saltwater drink.

I'm happy that you're finding relief in the fact that you're approaching your exit.

Enjoy that road trip!

Love and respect

 

[YEAR2050]

good luck, hope it will be a smooth process!!

 

[delusionalgirl]

Why do you need it all, you only need the gun?

Oh I know. I'm just going with what I feel in the moment when it's time. Best to be prepared. Things can go wrong.

That meth laced fentanyl sounds delicious. I'm stuck with the saltwater drink.

I'm happy that you're finding relief in the fact that you're approaching your exit.

Enjoy that road trip!

Love and respect

Thank you :) I almost did the saltwater drink a long time ago but tossed it between a lot of moves. I lucked out finding someone that could get it.

 

[Omar94]

Safe travels!
Try this song "deep peace by donovan", might be a great addition to your list

 

[delusionalgirl]

Safe travels!
Try this song "deep peace by donovan", might be a great addition to your list

I shall add it to my list

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you would feel so glad to be leaving, it must be a relief having the reliable method options, I wish you the best with your plans.

 

[TimetoGo!]

Oh I know. I'm just going with what I feel in the moment when it's time. Best to be prepared. Things can go wrong.

Thank you :) I almost did the saltwater drink a long time ago but tossed it between a lot of moves. I lucked out finding someone that could get it.

What's the salt water drink?

 

[MrDarkness]

I hope your able to find peace, I'll cya soon maybe lol

 

[12_Years_Late]

I don't believe I'll be alive after Monday, July 3rd. So there should be no more than eleven days for me left alive.

 

[Zegers]

You have the ticket, now go and open up your desired life.

May we find wellness

 

[locked*n*loaded]

What's the salt water drink?

SN - Sodium Nitrite

 

[deranged]

I don't believe I'll be alive after Monday, July 3rd. So there should be no more than eleven days for me left alive.

I hope you find your peace. <3