GenesAndEnvironment
Autistic loser
- Jan 26, 2021
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Lemme just vent real quick. The loneliness has started flaring up again, I am reminded that this is why I'm even suicidal in the first place and that I've felt this way for five years without anything improving. The lack of affection and warmth caused me to fail at every area of life for several years; meds, therapy, exercise, socializing, trying educations and working could not make a single dent in the armour of this mortal lack that I was branded with at age 1.
I don't have an anchor point for the rope, when I do I think I'll go through with this.
I don't have an anchor point for the rope, when I do I think I'll go through with this.