Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
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For me it's happening constantly, it's unbearable
Oh, I'm not sure I understand but do you mean that you became okay with your gender and stopped caring about how your body looks? I wish I could achieve euphoria. I'm sorry you can't have a transition though, why is that?Sorry to hear that. It's more gender euphoria for me, and that's the reason it took me years to find out I am trans. I do find my naked reflection very weird, and I learnt to not pay attention to the reflection. On top of that I can't do anything about it as I can't have transition.
Are you on hormones or?
Nah I just learnt to simply divert my eyes from the body reflection and focus on my face.Oh, I'm not sure I understand but do you mean that you became okay with your gender and stopped caring about how your body looks? I wish I could achieve euphoria. I'm sorry you can't have a transition though, why is that?
im not on hormones yet because there was some trouble between my family but I have an appointment to get tests done so that I can have hormones, it's in a while though. I'm excited but also suffering daily and idk how long I can take it
I see, sorry you're going through this, families can be cruel.Nah I just learnt to simply divert my eyes from the body reflection and focus on my face.
Same as you, family issues. I have no my own money no credit card etc, and my mom just won't have it. Part of the reason I wanna ctb. But I am happy for you cause we both know how terrible it's to not be able to identify with who we are.
I feel you:(Yeah, all the time. I feel trapped in my body. My only coping mechanism is to dissociate from myself so I don't recognize myself in the mirror or in pictures anymore. I feel like I'm living a double life.
What is it you would change about your body?I personally wouldn't feel better being the opposite gender though because it wouldn't change how I felt.