
glad it’s night
Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow…
- Apr 19, 2021
- 50
It makes me so depressed. It hurts on such a profound level.
Triggers are everywhere: seeing a stranger in public, hearing a voice on the radio, hell even a cartoon character.
I wish I could have been born in the right body, or with the right mind that won't think it's in the wrong body.
I feel bad for everyone with mental or physical conditions that hurt them and are beyond their control.
I'm glad some people can transition and be happy, but it's not for me. In my opinion it's not real. It just makes the person a feminized man or a masculinized woman. This is just my view, and I still support those who choose to transition.
I can have moments of happiness or pleasure. But they are small and infrequent. Overall there is depression, constantly, which so far has caused me to miss life's early milestones, and now I'm just sad, poor, lonely, and in pain.
I hate this. I am SO glad that death will come eventually, either hastened by my own hand or naturally.
Sorry for ranting, it just hurts so so so bad. It's like getting stabbed with a hot needle many times everyday.
Triggers are everywhere: seeing a stranger in public, hearing a voice on the radio, hell even a cartoon character.
I wish I could have been born in the right body, or with the right mind that won't think it's in the wrong body.
I feel bad for everyone with mental or physical conditions that hurt them and are beyond their control.
I'm glad some people can transition and be happy, but it's not for me. In my opinion it's not real. It just makes the person a feminized man or a masculinized woman. This is just my view, and I still support those who choose to transition.
I can have moments of happiness or pleasure. But they are small and infrequent. Overall there is depression, constantly, which so far has caused me to miss life's early milestones, and now I'm just sad, poor, lonely, and in pain.
I hate this. I am SO glad that death will come eventually, either hastened by my own hand or naturally.
Sorry for ranting, it just hurts so so so bad. It's like getting stabbed with a hot needle many times everyday.