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JayJay

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The thing about GHB is you need like benzos plus alcohol to overdose. Fentanyl you can just take by itself and 2 mg is enough to kill. Both seem peaceful deaths actually.
 
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Sep 9, 2022
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Both. My first attempt in 2015 was with a combination of alcohol, benzos and fentanyl. GHB and alcohol both are GABA B agonists. In combination with a powerful opioid, will certainly achieve respiratory arrest before you could even vomit, and failure forthwith.

I vividly remember railing enough fentanyl to kill my entire City's population and washing down a bunch of kpins with a bottle of Jack. It was so peaceful, as I was resting my head on a pillow, sinking into a summer cloud and accepting this celestially euphoric peace.

I knocked out so fast before I could even vomit but unfortunately my roommate came home unexpectedly early and heard me gagging. Unfortunately I arose to the rude awakening of EMS and by some unfortunate miracle, revived me after depleting their whole narcan supply.


This will be my CBT method this coming summer when I pull the plug. It's peaceful and wonderful.
 
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Both. My first attempt in 2015 was with a combination of alcohol, benzos and fentanyl. GHB and alcohol both are GABA B agonists. In combination with a powerful opioid, will certainly achieve respiratory arrest before you could even vomit, and failure forthwith.

I vividly remember railing enough fentanyl to kill my entire City's population and washing down a bunch of kpins with a bottle of Jack. It was so peaceful, as I was resting my head on a pillow, sinking into a summer cloud and accepting this celestially euphoric peace.

I knocked out so fast before I could even vomit but unfortunately my roommate came home unexpectedly early and heard me gagging. Unfortunately I arose to the rude awakening of EMS and by some unfortunate miracle, revived me after depleting their whole narcan supply.


This will be my CBT method this coming summer when I pull the plug. It's peaceful and wonderful.
I had a simaler experience with pills laced with fent oxy. I had actually taken a shit ton of LSD at first was great then i had what is known as a "BAD TRIP" i was at my sisters house and screaming i was going to kill myself. as she was calling the police i ran into the bathroom with all the pills and took them all. last thing i remember is passing out in the police car in a peaceful way. i was then awoken to my stomach being pumped. My worst fear is waking up in the hospital. this time ill make sure i am alone and wont be bothered.
 
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notreallyhere

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Dec 12, 2022
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Both. My first attempt in 2015 was with a combination of alcohol, benzos and fentanyl. GHB and alcohol both are GABA B agonists. In combination with a powerful opioid, will certainly achieve respiratory arrest before you could even vomit, and failure forthwith.

I vividly remember railing enough fentanyl to kill my entire City's population and washing down a bunch of kpins with a bottle of Jack. It was so peaceful, as I was resting my head on a pillow, sinking into a summer cloud and accepting this celestially euphoric peace.

I knocked out so fast before I could even vomit but unfortunately my roommate came home unexpectedly early and heard me gagging. Unfortunately I arose to the rude awakening of EMS and by some unfortunate miracle, revived me after depleting their whole narcan supply.


This will be my CBT method this coming summer when I pull the plug. It's peaceful and wonderful.
If I was able to get enough fentanyl to OD with it alone, 3mg ideally, are you saying you didn't have conscious respiratory distress from the fentanyl? I am worried it would feel like paralysis while being unable to breath, which sounds terrible. But what you've described here sounds so much better, blissful. Is it only because of the pills and booze though?
 
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Dec 13, 2022
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If I was able to get enough fentanyl to OD with it alone, 3mg ideally, are you saying you didn't have conscious respiratory distress from the fentanyl? I am worried it would feel like paralysis while being unable to breath, which sounds terrible. But what you've described here sounds so much better, blissful. Is it only because of the pills and booze though?
It just feels like you're going into a deep sleep. Initially it's blissful then basically lights out. I OD'ed recently on fent oxy and benzos and I just remember a blissful feeling, falling asleep, and waking up to EMS. No distress whatsoever.
 
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If I was able to get enough fentanyl to OD with it alone, 3mg ideally, are you saying you didn't have conscious respiratory distress from the fentanyl? I am worried it would feel like paralysis while being unable to breath, which sounds terrible. But what you've described here sounds so much better, blissful. Is it only because of the pills and booze though?
There's no respiratory distress. You rail enough fentanyl to kill 10,000 people. There's no going back and there's no vomiting from your nostrils. You're just awash with this massive wave of euphoria that is so overwhelming it's like being in heaven. The euphoria at some point quickly becomes so overwhelming you just peacefully collapse. You won't be conscious by the time you have respiratory arrest.

There's no paralysis, it's lights out in 30 seconds. Over 103,000 people die in the United States alone from drug overdoses, unintentionally. Fentanyl kills people like flies.

Combine that with the massive dose of benzos and a bottle of Jack, and there's no going back.

The most beautiful death possible. Not just painless or peaceful but it's like a cosmic orgasm and then you go to sleep and expel yourself into non-existence. Now I could only imagine mixing it with a mega dose of MDMA, that be a grand finale inexplicably magnificent.
 
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