LoneMisery
Student
- Jan 23, 2022
- 125
My friends and family believe my alcohol and pot use is a reason for my desire. Im gonna stay clean for a month straight and bring up the topic again, without being angry. Because they feel im just being impulsive. Im willing to stay sober and prove to them that this is me and they dont like it then they need to cut me out as their friend and family member. Im so sick of not being took serious. And being told to get help. Ive gotten help it never worked so now they will need to either accept or decline me as part of their life. The selfishness is real with them i dont see any other way to show them how serious i am. And the realization that i wont get the resources to go peacefully means i will need to purchase a G. Which are illegal in my state. I hope i can switch my address to the neighboring state. Than i can use my license to buy one.
I sure as hell do not want to use a G for my exit but the last few weeks of trying has brought my hopes down even more.
I sure as hell do not want to use a G for my exit but the last few weeks of trying has brought my hopes down even more.