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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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when i try to ctb by full suspension, it goes well the first few seconds, then i start feeling buildup in my throat and i start panicking and gasping for air and SI takes over. How can i fix this? this is the only thing stopping me, i just tried to ctb and even my eyes were opening and closing very rapidly and i was about to die but i started gasping and SI took over and i aborted the attempt
 
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death_bed221

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Sep 23, 2024
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u probably cant. Maybe xanax or something?
 
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encryptix

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Jan 30, 2021
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i dont have access to xanax
What country do you live in? I work at a large pharmaceutical company in Europe and can easily get hands on multiple 2mg Xanax bottles with 50 pills each. So 100mg per bottle. Fully sealed
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Apr 23, 2025
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What country do you live in? I work at a large pharmaceutical company in Europe and can easily get hands on multiple 2mg Xanax bottles with 50 pills each. So 100mg per bottle. Fully sealed
south africa
 
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FishRain3469

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Mar 12, 2025
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Sucks you can't get any type of benzos. The only other thing I can think of is... massive amounts of alcohol. Idk, best of luck in whatever may happen. 🙏
 
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bigballsniqqa

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Sucks you can't get any type of benzos. The only other thing I can think of is... massive amounts of alcohol. Idk, best of luck in whatever may happen. 🙏
with help from chatgpt, ive decided ill buy vodka
 
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