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JustDie

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Jun 18, 2018
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i told my very close friend a very private secret
one that would change the whole perspective of you

he couldn't take it and left me. i have nobody left.
 
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Mars

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Oct 3, 2018
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Being born broken, it's something you can't explain to people who don't understand because there's a fundamental difference in how your minds process things.

Edit: to elaborate, my natural state of mind is depression. For most normal people it's indifference. When you have to constantly work to stay above floating water, sooner or later your heads going to go under.
 
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not_a_robot

"i hope the leaving is joyful, & never to return"
May 30, 2019
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Being born broken, it's something you can't explain to people who don't understand because there's a fundamental difference in how your minds process things.

Edit: to elaborate, my natural state of mind is depression. For most normal people it's indifference. When you have to constantly work to stay above floating water, sooner or later your heads going to go under.
I don't think normies' natural state is indifference.
It's false, deluded, incongruous happiness.
Indifference, lack of false enthusiasm, sticks out like a sore thumb; it's autism.
 
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Justwantittoend

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Jun 10, 2019
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Being mentally and physically abused at a young age while having to grow up too quick to take care of my younger siblings. My depression really tanked at 12 when the only light in my life had a heart attack and passed.. Its been nothing but suicidal thoughts since then. Doesnt help that my current relationship is just circles of him being mad and me shutting down verbally because I never learned how to actually say what I'm thinking. I'm just tired of it all and cant wait for my eternal sleep.
 
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