TheyWereHereFirssst
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- Apr 8, 2026
- 6
It's been weeks since my failed CtB attempt, and I feel like I'm going to feel even worse as times goes by. Currently I am lying that I am making passive income with freelancing to my family who is supervising me (though they don't know the extent of my suicidal tendencies), and I just can't bring myself to do anything "productive". I do not wish to return back to 9-5 as that was the main driver of me being pushed to the edge. All and all, I am just confused but my face has no expression that is accurate enough to capture this situation. Anything you people can recommend? Still 19 and college drop out, ig this is for some self description.
