Fucking survival instinct

[MatthewV3]

I hate this shit. It's the only thing that keeps me here. I ordered SN, I keep it in my closet, unpacked. But I'm really afraid of using it. I would probably panic after drinking it and call the ambulance.

 

[FuneralCry]

Suicide can be very difficult as even know we want to die, we are programmed to survive. I wish that there was an option to just fall asleep and never wake up without having to go through the ctb process. I'm sorry for all the suffering that has brought you to this point, and I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do.