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Cor116

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Jun 11, 2025
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Please I am fucking past everything I ruined my own life and pushed away people that liked me I only deserve pain and suffering so can I just drink SN without any fasting or antibiotics would I die just fine or would it be very painful like you can't imagine the pain? All I want to do is forget everything and just get a new life or relive this shifty one with different choices because this is all my fault.
 
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LancyLoew

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Jun 19, 2025
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Hey, I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Would you like to talk about it some more? I can listen if you want to share.
 
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Cor116

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Jun 11, 2025
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Hey, I'm really sorry you're feeling this way. Would you like to talk about it some more? I can listen if you want to share.

Not really, it wouldn't help me in any way I just want to know if SN would be very painful without doing any preparation because I can't go on anymore.
 
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LancyLoew

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Jun 19, 2025
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I'm sorry, but I have no idea, I don't know much about SN. I don't want to tell you what to do, I just hope you make the choice that's right for you.
 
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telekon

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Feb 5, 2025
452
i can't imagine what choices you made that caused this... we are all just animals with electrical circuit brains that really don't know any better. we just kind of do what our brains tell us. i don't know what choices you made and the ones chatgpt suggested might be still don't seem like they'd be your fault.

i guess what i'm saying is go easy on yourself.
 
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kitkat9234

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Nov 27, 2024
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Sorry you are struggling. I feel the same. You are not alone. Don't know about SN as I'm unable to find it. Sorry.
 

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