I can't work anywhere because of mental disorders and sociophobia (or even sociopathy), but I also don't receive any benefits. I once wanted to become an engineer like my grandfather but I cannot because I do not have the abilities, I am just too stupid for that. I have always perceived any work as a terrible torture, nothing but wage slavery and in any case I cannot enjoy spending money due to depression. Therefore, I have no money. I feel like the most worthless and useless loser in the whole world and I am almost sure that one day I will die a slow, painful death from starvation when all my relatives die. I do not need money and any things, seems I can't get any pleasure at all, I would give all my money and all my property for the right to euthanasia. I do not need anything not from the state not from society except euthanasia.