Venting fuck scoliosis

[Arachno]

My life would be, so, so much less stressful if I didn't have it, but no, my spine just said "You know what? This is boring, I have decided that im going to start slowly ruining your life, fuck you lol". The doctors that are supposed to help me are just pricks that are creepy and rude, I keep getting threatened that I will have to get a surgery in the future, but there is no way i'm ever getting a surgery, just no, surgeries are fucking terryfing and the surgeons would probably fuck it up even more. Now i have to wear a uncomfortable ass brace and exercise, but for a lazy piece garbage like me, those are difficult tasks. CTB is my only way out of this mess, but i don't have gun. :/

 

[FuneralCry]

That must be dreadful what you are going through, I find it awful how this human body can potentially cause one to suffer so much. But anyway best wishes, to me it's really understandable just wishing to be free from it all, I just wish it wasn't so unnecessarily difficult to leave.