Living/existing
SHOULDN'T be a fucking damn obligation for fuck's damn sake. In my case I simply just DONT and NEVER will and it's
NOT because of ANY reason/reasons at all (and I dont care if no one believes it lmao also why tf there has to be a "reason why" lol, im not a "nihilist" nor "antinatalist" nor any other thing like that, and I'm not "depressed" nor "empty" nor "bored" nor absolutely any other """negative""" 'way'/'adjective'/thing like that/in general etc etc lol I simply NEVER wanted, DONT want and NEVER will at all no matter what, no matter 'what'/'how' anything/everything/whatever 'thing'|type of 'thing'|'place'|type of 'place' etc is lol) and Im NOT "aShAmEd"/"eMbArRaSsEd" at all to say it and to say that *it's NOT because of any damn reason at all. And why the f*ck do i have to be "ashamed"/"embarrassed"/"worried" or whatever the f*ck that means? lol. (*whether 'people' believe/understand it or not lol, if you dont I dont care at all, Im already used to assumptions

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I simply just don't want to exist/to 'experience' absolutely anything in general at all whatever/however the f*ck it is and that's it, ITS. NOT. BECAUSE. OF. ANY. DAMN. REASON. AT. ALL.
I don't give a damn sh*t if suicide/death (the ONLY 'thing' Ill ever want/want to want) is 'normalised'/'accepted' or not lmao if it's not I couldnt care less and that's not gonna change anything

I will continue wishing (or whatever tf "wish" means) "I" didnt exist/wasnt absolutely anything/anyone/anywhere etc at all no f*cking 'matter' what 'pro-lifers' say lmfao
'Reading' (or whatever the fuck "read" means, couldnt care less lol) that shit makes me so fucking 'frustrated' and 'impotent', "I" DIDNT 'ask' to 'exist'/'be' 'born' (or whatever the fck that means lol) to 'be'/'become' 'something'/'someone', to 'experience'/'be part of'/'participate in' etc and or whatever the fck 'things'/'something' in general, to 'be' 'brought' anywhere/to anything at all of any type at all whatever/however the f*ck it is etc NOR absolutely ANYTHING ELSE IN GENERAL AT ALL whatever/however tf it is neither whatever type of 'thing'/'place' etc it is, so 'this' (nor literally anything else in general at all whatever it is/however it is etc)
SHOULDNT be obligatory/an obligation regardless 'what'/'how' it is neither what 'type' of 'thing'/'place' etc it is. 'I' SHOULD HAVE THE RIGHT TO LEAVE/DIE/DISAPPEAR/STOP 'EXISTING'/STOP 'BEING' IF THATS WHAT I SIMPLY WANT (my "case"
ISNT because of a reason in general/because "im suffering"/because this and or that is 'this' or 'that' 'way' etc/because of "nihilism"/because of "antinatalism" etc nor absolutely any other reason at all, I simply JUST DONT and NEVER AT ALL WILL no matter what and that's it lol) AND WHENEVER 'I' WANT!!!!!!!! It's so f*cking frustrating how hard is to die/not exist at all