Fuck might have to CTB really soon.

[avaruus]

A complicated story short; my welfare application got denied. (And it might get also in the next month)
Which means i can't pay rent this month, i have a installment of 100€ to pay.
And of course i would need to survive somehow.

I didn't really plan to go this month but in a weird way through the frustation and doom that i feel rn, i also kinda feel relieved.
I guess i'm that kinda guy who needs to forcefully put outside of their comfort-zone or otherwise i would never do it at all.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand why you'd feel relieved at the thought of leaving, I wish you the best with your plans, it's really so dreadful how cruel existence is.

 

[Faith_No_more]

I understand why you'd feel relieved at the thought of leaving, I wish you the best with your plans, it's really so dreadful how cruel existence is.

I love your profile description. I wish I never existed too. I wish my mom would have had an abortion.