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venin

venin

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Jul 28, 2023
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I just cannot stand life anymore, with its futility, ephemerality, lack of equity and senselessness. I hate mankind and their non-values, their shallowness, stupidity, their egocentricity and selfishness, their cruelty, irresponsability and lack of selfawareness. And also I hate theism and people who are so arrogant and in denial to say there is a god who loves us or the universe or the fact that it all happens for a reason.

P.S. I hate how I see good, quality, empathetic, intelligent people here whereas the world is full of idiots, soulless, brainless zombie fucking robots who behave way worse than a poor animal does. Fuuuuck this shit!!!
 
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_Alfarooq_

_Alfarooq_

Useless bastard almost making the decision to CTB.
Jul 24, 2023
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I just cannot stand life anymore, with its futility, ephemerality, lack of equity and senselessness. I hate mankind and their non-values, their shallowness, stupidity, their egocentricity and selfishness, their cruelty, irresponsability and lack of selfawareness. And also I hate theism and people who are so arrogant and in denial to say there is a god who loves us or the universe or the fact that it all happens for a reason.

P.S. I hate how I see good, quality, empathetic, intelligent people here whereas the world the world is full idiots, soulless, brainless zombie fucking robots who behave way worse than a poor animal does. Fuuuuck this shit!!!
I thought I was alone. I live in a disgusting area where people pay no attention to others happiness, they don't care if even the world starves, they just want their own piece and tranquility, even going as far as bullying others. These bastards need to stop their stupidity but since that isn't going to happen, I'm already thinking of abandoning that area and everyone that I know forever, because everyone that I know, I saw the cursed evil side of them at least once. No one respected me for their whole life. So I hate them all.
 
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Darkover

Darkover

Archangel
Jul 29, 2021
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what makes this place so shit is the people thats why its a shithole with terrible people equals horrible lives
 
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venin

venin

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Jul 28, 2023
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I thought I was alone. I live in a disgusting area where people pay no attention to others happiness, they don't care if even the world starves, they just want their own piece and tranquility, even going as far as bullying others. These bastards need to stop their stupidity but since that isn't going to happen, I'm already thinking of abandoning that area and everyone that I know forever, because everyone that I know, I saw the cursed evil side of them at least once. No one respected me for their whole life. So I hate them all.
I think a lot of us feel the same, sadly…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I've never been able to stand existence honestly, existence is just a cycle of endless suffering and senseless cruelty that tragically gets glorified to the point that selfish humans wish to continue this, just creating more torment as a result. I don't really see anything desirable about having the ability to exist, existing just leads to suffering, it's really all so futile to me.
 
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foreverfalling

foreverfalling

Experienced
Jul 22, 2022
280
I wish I could stand together with you and scream FUCK THIS SHIT together at the world. It would feel very nice.
 
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irie

irie

Member
Mar 10, 2023
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i think a lot of us share this sentiment (myself included), you're definitely not alone in believing this

it truly does suck that we have to be the ones to lament others stupidity because they lack the self awareness to do it themselves, but we can't change things unfortunately
 
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venin

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Jul 28, 2023
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i think a lot of us share this sentiment (myself included), you're definitely not alone in believing this

it truly does suck that we have to be the ones to lament others stupidity because they lack the self awareness to do it themselves, but we can't change things unfortunately
Yeah, unfortunately I don't things will change for the better
I wish I could stand together with you and scream FUCK THIS SHIT together at the world. It would feel very nice.
Shit needs to know it's shit. Otherwise it would walk like it does right now thinking it's gold 😶‍🌫️
 
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I just cannot stand life anymore, with its futility, ephemerality, lack of equity and senselessness. I hate mankind and their non-values, their shallowness, stupidity, their egocentricity and selfishness, their cruelty, irresponsability and lack of selfawareness. And also I hate theism and people who are so arrogant and in denial to say there is a god who loves us or the universe or the fact that it all happens for a reason.

P.S. I hate how I see good, quality, empathetic, intelligent people here whereas the world is full of idiots, soulless, brainless zombie fucking robots who behave way worse than a poor animal does. Fuuuuck this shit!!!
100% agreed. I find it completely arrogant when people think they are in such a good position compared to everyone else to be able to confidently assert that the universe that they find themselves in, observing it from such a tiny planet was created by a personal creator. We are subject to the randomness of life, that's the risk run from the day of birth and that includes a universe that does not, in anyway, give a damn about us or why we are here or if we matter or owe us anything. It's survived for billions of years without us and will do so for billions more.

and then these same people want to impose the way they see reality onto other people when they refuse to see the flaws within their own way of thought, if it doesn't make, it JUST NEVER WILL.
what makes this place so shit is the people thats why its a shithole with terrible people equals horrible lives
And the way people behave so irrationally and violently. It's disgusting how they try to justify their behavior as well.
 
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irie

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Mar 10, 2023
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Shit needs to know it's shit. Otherwise it would walk like it does right now thinking it's gold 😶‍🌫️
exactly! that's an amazing way of putting it
 
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day

Global Mod
Jun 24, 2023
658
The world is so fucking pathetic and people still don't understand why people want to CTB.

I couldn't imagine being pro-life in such a horrific planet.
 
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Tortured_empath

Tortured_empath

Arcanist
Apr 7, 2019
490
Truly feels like this sometimes. Hope your frustrations are at ease
 
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EndJstifiesTheMeans

EndJstifiesTheMeans

Bad english, didn't go to school sorry
May 14, 2023
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Life is the worst thing in world for some people, they dont deserve to be forced to live
 
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venin

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Truly feels like this sometimes. Hope your frustrations are at ease
More or less. But ty 🫶🏼
Life is the worst thing in world for some people, they dont deserve to be forced to live
So unfair that for others it's the exact opposite… like why? Cause I really don't think people here wouldn't choose to be happy and fulfilled if they could. I think you come here mostly when you kinda tried eveything and it hasn't worked and you're just tired.
It's really fucked up
 
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CTB Dream

CTB Dream

Injury damage disabl hard talk no argu make fun et
Sep 17, 2022
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Yea fk life fk species, life rndm nonsns nomore, see wat hpn me injury damage lose slf lose all,
 
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eashanm

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Feb 22, 2023
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A big pile of bullshit really
 
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