Venting Fuck 2025, fuck Instagram and fuck society

[I hate it]

I'm so sick to death of going onto Instagram on "lurker" accounts I have laying around seeing everyone else I know do way better than me in life. I'm sorry that I'm jealous. I mean no harm. I'm just so sick of everyone living what seems like the "best life" while my life is boring as hell and I do nothing all day AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT. I don't have a job, driver's license or anything. I CAN NOT DO SHIT ABOUT MY SITUATION. I'm sick and tired of going on to Instagram EVEN after I told myself I WAS DONE back in October 2025. But NO, my dumbass continues to wonder back onto that hellish place out of curiosity like the shitbrained moron I am. I can't get it together. This bullshit has been going on since January 2025 and because of it 2025 was one of the worst years of my life. I'm sick to death of feeling bad about myself for who I am. Sick of feeling inferior. SICK OF FUCKING EVERTYHING. I JUST WANT TO LOG OFF FOREVER AND NO LONGER GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WHAT OTHER PEOPLE ARE DOING WITH THEMSELVES WHY THE HELL CAN'T I BE LIKE HOW I USED TO BE BACK IN 2022-2024? I USED TO BE THIS WAY, UNTIL LAST YEAR, AND NOW I CAN'T SEEM TO GET THAT VERSION OF ME BACK NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, IT MAKES ME SICK AND ANGRY AS FIRE

I'M FUCKING SICK OF THIS FUCKING BULLSHIT FUCK PEOPLE FUCK INSTASHIT FUCK THE CREATORS OF THAT DAMN NO GOOD BULLSHIT ASS SHITCIAL MEDIA I FUCKING HATE IT ALL I WANT MY OLD SELF BACK NOT THIS DUMBASS FUCKING LOSER ASS BITCH SELF THAT CARES ABOUT EVERYONE ELSES DAMN BUSINESS FOR NO REASON. FUCK THIS
I'm sorry for cussing left and right but I needed to get it out of me. I've held this in for way too long

 

[niki wonoto]

I'm from Indonesia, and probably a lot older than you. But I can deeply relate with you. Social media nowadays just only make things so much worse, because of the comparisons. We constantly compare our lives with other people. And the worst thing is when we feel that literally everybody else is 'living their lives', happy, successful, enjoy life, blissfully ignorant, & just 'move on', & live everyday! While here we are, feeling stuck & trapped, even rotting everyday! It's not fair, but that's life, sadly. Reality is cruel. Life is absurd (in a frustrating & depressing way).

 

[Jadeith]

AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT

Yes, you can. Delete Instagram. It is possible to live without it. Me personally? Never had it, can't see having it in foreseeable future. Same goes for TikTok. Less brain damage. And without idiotic distractions, driving you crazy, you actually might be able to do sth for yourself. Sth you'd actually enjoy.

 

[Dejected 55]

Stop doing it. I get the temptation... but that's why I deleted Facebook and other social media more than a year ago. I never had a Twitter (x) or Instagram account. It wasn't healthy for me, I spent too much time there making myself more depressed, and I never got anything good from the experience.

Delete them and don't look back.

 

[Forveleth]

I'm so sick to death of going onto Instagram on "lurker" accounts I have laying around seeing everyone else I know do way better than me in life.

They are not. Social media is a carefully curated look into someone else's life. They could be absolutely falling apart and you would never know because they are controlling the image they are putting out there. In other words people on social media LIE about how well they are doing.

How many times have you heard people say the exact thing you said "Everyone else is doing better than me"? Think about that. If everyone is saying that everyone else is doing better then guess what? You are all in the same boat. No one online has their shit together. If they did they would sure as hell not be on social media.