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I tried to install whonix in order to buy nembutal but damn the installation commands keep giving me errors.

It's just that with whonix I would be able to quickly minimize my tab to my regular desktop if my parents enter my room. so that's why I chose whonix over tails which can't be run in a virtual machine so it's lackluster compared to whonix.
 
Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

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You're going to get ripped off.
 
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I tried to install whonix in order to buy nembutal but damn the installation commands keep giving me errors.

It's just that with whonix I would be able to quickly minimize my tab to my regular desktop if my parents enter my room. so that's why I chose whonix over tails which can't be run in a virtual machine so it's lackluster compared to whonix.

why dont you use tor?
 
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Oct 1, 2024
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Use tor or tails lmao
Or just install some Distro on a vm/ temp duel boot a distro and install tor on it
 
Aflame5926

Aflame5926

le tired
Apr 3, 2026
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oooooh dont forget the "fast" speed that its connects tho.

to be honest i havent heard anybody finding N succesfull on the DW
 
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Throwawaysoul

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May 14, 2018
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Cause tor on it's own has terrible opsec. It's developers were embroiled in some controversy

Whoa whoa whoa. You can't just swoop in and say some shit. You're gonna have to elaborate and drop some proper research papers . You do know you're going to be using the same TOR? Same developers "embroiled in controversy". I need to know , What do you know that arguably the entirety of the billion dollar dark web industry doesn't? Also, you're worried about opsec, while simultaneously posting that the learning curve to find life ending drugs on the dark web is too damn high, on an open to the public, clearnet site. Oh the ironing…

I would be able to quickly minimize my tab to my regular desktop if my parents enter my room
TOR browser minimizes the same way a virtual machine does. Something smells funny here. So your parents, can tell the difference between a minimized tor browser and a minimized virtual machine running the TOR browser and not question the virtual machine? That's kinda of wild.

Me also thinks you don't fully know what you're talking about and are inadvertently spreading misinformation, because after all, you also think you can find N on the dark web.


Sorry not sorry
 
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Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
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Whoa whoa whoa. You can't just swoop in and say some shit. You're gonna have to elaborate and drop some proper research papers . You do know you're going to be using the same TOR? What do you know that arguably the entirety of the billion dollar dark web industry doesn't? Also, you're worried about opsec, while simultaneously posting on a clear net public web site that the learning curve to find suicide drugs on the dark web is too damn high. Oh the ironing…


TOR browser minimizes the same way a virtual machine does. Something smells funny here. So your parents, can tell the difference between a minimized tor browser and a minimized virtual machine running the TOR browser and not question the virtual machine? That's kinda of wild.

Me also thinks you don't fully know what you're talking about and are inadvertently spreading misinformation, because after all, you also think you can find N on the dark web.


Sorry not sorry
yeah, i agree. something feels off. you don't have a lock on your door? and your parents go "Oh, whew, we're familiar with that desktop, it's windows, whew" when they walk in at random with the door unlocked, but with Tails, they are like "oh no! it's gnome! there's clearly something evil going on because... GNOME!" How old are you? Honestly... I feel like you're not old enough to be here for a few years. Shouldn't you be either watching TikTok and doing homework and having ChatGPT write your essays for 9th Grade History or getting prepared for your FBI meeting or some shit?
 
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Whoa whoa whoa. You can't just swoop in and say some shit. You're gonna have to elaborate and drop some proper research papers . You do know you're going to be using the same TOR? Same developers "embroiled in controversy". I need to know , What do you know that arguably the entirety of the billion dollar dark web industry doesn't? Also, you're worried about opsec, while simultaneously posting that the learning curve to find life ending drugs on the dark web is too damn high, on an open to the public, clearnet site. Oh the ironing…


TOR browser minimizes the same way a virtual machine does. Something smells funny here. So your parents, can tell the difference between a minimized tor browser and a minimized virtual machine running the TOR browser and not question the virtual machine? That's kinda of wild.

Me also thinks you don't fully know what you're talking about and are inadvertently spreading misinformation, because after all, you also think you can find N on the dark web.


Sorry not sorry
My government doesn't care about suicidal people. They only care about illegal drugs and people that buy and or sell drugs.

Tons of people I know who post self harm posts online don't get welfare checks. They didn't get welfare checks or get sent to the mad house. Because the government doesn't care where I live.

The YouTuber doingfedtime aka Sam bent has a video regarding why TOR has developers are controversial. He says to use I2P instead of TOR.

I don't have the link to sam Bent's video on the controversy because I'm on my phone now and I blocked YouTube on my phone cause it's too addictive. When I'm in front of my PC I will send you the link to doingfedtime's video on the controversy.

I don't care about opsec when it comes to self harm posts and whatever on the clearnet because my government doesn't care.

I never said I was a reputable source or what ever so if you feel that the infamous Sam bent is spreading misinformation then you are a bellend and a script kiddy.

I study for the CCNA exam and when my parents go to my room they demand to see what I do. They get angry with me when I lock the door so locking the door is not a possibility.

When I minimize my virtual machine I thought that I would be able to return to studying. However, recently after reading on whonix's wiki that it is not good opsec to use both the Tor/I2P browser on a whonix vm and use a clearnet browser on the host machine I will take your advice and just use tails.

You won. I will use tails with I2P.

That's one video out of multiple I remember back in the day this Sam bent guy uploaded. Maybe TOR finally addressed those issues I don't know I'm not up to speed on the subject.
 
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i stole some bugs to feed my refrigerator
Feb 4, 2023
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using I2P is stupid as none of the darkweb that youre looking for is on there and i absolutely guarantee you wont find genuine N anywhere either on I2P or tor.

drug dealers want a) drugs that are easy for them to obtain, b) drugs that are popular and c) repeat customers. not an obscure drug thats barely even made anymore, thats hard to source, and will only be bought once per customer, said customers only occasionally coming in to begin with.

just use tor with tails. read the darknet bible and follow its advice and i guarantee you wont get noticed. the government really doesnt give as much of a shit as you think they do.
 
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yeah, i agree. something feels off. you don't have a lock on your door? and your parents go "Oh, whew, we're familiar with that desktop, it's windows, whew" when they walk in at random with the door unlocked, but with Tails, they are like "oh no! it's gnome! there's clearly something evil going on because... GNOME!" How old are you? Honestly... I feel like you're not old enough to be here for a few years. Shouldn't you be either watching TikTok and doing homework and having ChatGPT write your essays for 9th Grade History or getting prepared for your FBI meeting or some shit?
With such vile language I won't talk to you again.

Touch grass. not everyone you disagree is a kid here.

Goodbye.
 
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using I2P is stupid as none of the darkweb that youre looking for is on there and i absolutely guarantee you wont find genuine N anywhere either on I2P or tor.

drug dealers want a) drugs that are easy for them to obtain, b) drugs that are popular and c) repeat customers. not an obscure drug thats barely even made anymore, thats hard to source, and will only be bought once per customer, said customers only occasionally coming in to begin with.

just use tor with tails. read the darknet bible and follow its advice and i guarantee you wont get noticed. the government really doesnt give as much of a shit as you think they do.
Yeah you right. Thanks.
 
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Throwawaysoul

Throwawaysoul

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May 14, 2018
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Good grief. I really never imagine this would be about Sam Bents, click bait nonsense. Sam Bent "the self proclaimed op sec master" Again you're quoting the self-proclaimed. "op sec master" while simultaneously complaining about the difficulties of accessing the dark web to find life ending drugs , on a public facing site for the world to see. I don't like to kink shame. But you seem to get off regurgitating word salads in a salad spinner. Tor bad opsec! Tor the worst! My parents know what tor looks like minimized. I know I sound like I'm bullying, and make no mistake, I am!, your uneducated / regurgitated word salad fear mongering prevent people from seeking harm reduction resources. Simply because your parents walk into your room and somehow magically know the difference between a minimized non popular web browser and a minimized virtual machine and you read a shitty article from Sam Bent.

I'm ball busting I know, i'm not gonna apologize for that. But the dark web provides meaningful harm reduction resources for people otherwise seeking it in the streets. That can make the difference and keeps people off the streets looking for drugs.

Honestly, I just want to know how your parents know the difference between " the opsec nightmarish TOR browser" and a virtual machine minimized. "Haden? What are you looking at? Nothing mom just a privacy respecting operating system that I asked sanction suicide about running in a virtual machine. Nothing to see here." This is a public facing site., and you are inadvertently fear mongering harm reduction resources. Because you read a Sam Ben article and because your parents are both simultaneously ultra observant and stupid at the same time.

I will die on this hill. I'll gladly have my account after all these years banned on this hill.

You definitely went from "my parents know what's minimized " to "Sam Bent says tor is bad. "

I think peppa pig is on, peppa knows about op sec
 
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fadedghost

fadedghost

Found SaSu after reading BBC & watching YouTube
Dec 10, 2025
631
With such vile language I won't talk to you again.

Touch grass. not everyone you disagree is a kid here.

Goodbye.
i'm sorry,

in my defense, i was not my normal self at the time
 
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