From normal to messed up

[DarwinCharlie]

hallucinogenics caused my dissociation. panic attacks made it chronic

 

[Wantingpeace]

Which hallucinogenic darwincharlie?

 

[DarwinCharlie]

Which hallucinogenic darwincharlie?

marijuana

 

[itsallover]

My condition isn't life threatening but debilitating to the point I don't have any quality of life anymore. Hopefully surgery can fix it. The whole ordeal has left me broken though and I've lost every good feeling I had about life previously. I really don't want to deal with it anymore healthy or not. I already fought through plenty of mental shit to finish school and have a career. This really feels like the final nail in the coffin.