From 0 to 10 how suicidal are you feeling today?

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

11

 

[Defenestrator]

Hahaha, I'm actually feeling better now that I'm on here. It's a nice "distraction" and I guess being around people who understand makes it easier.
I'd say a 5/10.

 

[WhyIsLife56]

Over 10 every day ❤
I don't know how I'm dealing with all of this.
I'm not a patient person so getting everything ready and making sure everything is good to go takes a lot of effort for me, especially with school in session

 

[Girobatol]

10 because I cant stand the meds I take. Total lobotomy.

 

[porfin1234]

10
I hate survival instinct with a passion.

 

[issyishere]

7-8 i know im going to do but im too tired to begin the preparations (making amends, wrapping up loose ends, writing a note)

 

[Final Escape]

It's pretty strong right now, I was on a stimulant binge. Wishing I had a gun right now lol! This sucks

 

[Miserable]

I'm sick so i'm sort of preoccupied with that but its at least a solid 7 still

 

[BooGirl]

Much much much worse than normal. 10.

 

[Squiddy]

6.5/10

 

[S1mpleme]

I don't feel suicidal, but I'll force myself do it.

 

[Westbren]

10. My survival instinct is almost as strong as my will to die, unfortunately.

 

[1DayItWillBover]

I'm feeling more like fuck it whatever i dont care anymore. life doesnt mean anything to me. no one matters to me. my life doesnt mean shit. im in that if he dies he dies.. if i die i die.. if you die you die mood..

ya dig

 

[AlreadyGone]

Was an 8 and now a 4. I simmered down once I had my 2 glasses of wine.

 

[Zoltiel]

10/10

 

[Achillesheel]

I was able to pick up my daughter today so I'm at a 1/10.

 

[Elekrel]

I am about 8-9, just feeling really alone.. I just feel so sad:-(

 

[C8114]

12 honestly I hate the world

 

[Maravillosa]

Probably 2/10. I don't feel bad right at the moment -- not euphorically happy, but neutral-to-pleasant. However, I would be surprised if I do not ctb someday -- that mythical day after Mom is dead and I have managed to successfully publish at least one novel. I rather look forward to ctb in a wistful way. May God forgive me!

 

[porfin1234]

10/10... already being ignored yet again by someone else and just tired of feeling like I don't belong. Screw them.
when you give people attention they don't want it. When you don't give them attention they wonder where you are. Typical.

 

[Emily123]

10 . it is a nice day to CTB , it is raining and weather is very good

 

[Polly]

8. Just got rejected by my last chance job.

 

[k75]

I've been doing pretty good lately, but I'm relapsing hardcore. I'm in a world of physical pain with no relief, and it's all I can think about. Barely hanging on.

9-ish

 

[Throwmyselfaway]

Solid 9. Jumps over 10 easily at any point.

 

[Kikoo Loool]

Swinging 7.

 

[TAW122]

I'm about 7 today, was about 8 yesterday, and wishing I will be dead in 2020. Things are going poorly as of now and even if there are good things in the future, I don't believe in the long term it will be 'worth' it in my life.

 

[Daktalsnakal]

10 but joining this made it much better

 

[Broken Chimera]

8. It's only going to take one more thing to push me past 10.

 

[NickStanfield]

10+

i almost went today, but my wife knows how on the edge I am and she's keeping an eye on me... Soon... no other options left.

 

[seho_j]

I'm feeling much better nowadays since my meds are working for me but I'm still suicidal as ever! 10/10
Kinda funny how that works.