deadpornstarr!
fated to pretend
- May 20, 2026
- 7
i always quite like learning new ways to express myself -v- because yknow... i have a lot to express by now... mostly in the form of violent screaming. im waking up screaming anymore xwx
im feeling kind of okay tonight (which is a rare and fleeting feeling...)
we're chilling in his basement, graffiti all over the walls and makerspace gadgetry everywhere, its kind of awesome. the kind of place i feel like i belong in , the kind of place im glad i got to see during this life (not that i think its ending soon . i really have no clue about when ... oh well ...)
i just felt like sharing . a little happy moment :>
i wanna make songs about the fetishization of transfemininity . my whole groomed-as-a-young-tgirl situation makes me want to scream and kick
anyway hes coming back now . i gotta get off this forum xwx
edit:
he uh ... leaned over my laptop screen and went "oh i thought you were still on fl, sorry" ....
i ... dont think he ... saw the forum title. or maybe he's just being surprisingly respectful about it. yay.
im feeling kind of okay tonight (which is a rare and fleeting feeling...)
we're chilling in his basement, graffiti all over the walls and makerspace gadgetry everywhere, its kind of awesome. the kind of place i feel like i belong in , the kind of place im glad i got to see during this life (not that i think its ending soon . i really have no clue about when ... oh well ...)
i just felt like sharing . a little happy moment :>
i wanna make songs about the fetishization of transfemininity . my whole groomed-as-a-young-tgirl situation makes me want to scream and kick
anyway hes coming back now . i gotta get off this forum xwx
edit:
he uh ... leaned over my laptop screen and went "oh i thought you were still on fl, sorry" ....
i ... dont think he ... saw the forum title. or maybe he's just being surprisingly respectful about it. yay.