LunarCharm
I’m ready to go
- Jul 2, 2023
- 72
yet another holiday passes by. I forgot that it was even a holiday to begin with, I was reminded when we clocked into work today by our manager mentioning it to us.
All of the days bleed together now, it's hard to differentiate holidays from "normal" days, either way we spend it alone.
Either way I'm stuck here, with no special connections to anyone and even if I did have a connection with someone else, the fact that we suffer severe amnesia walls and switch semi often from our DID means it'd be difficult to keep up that connection.
I just want peace. I feel tied down to a body that isn't my own, tied down to a world that's too tiring to be in.
All of the days bleed together now, it's hard to differentiate holidays from "normal" days, either way we spend it alone.
Either way I'm stuck here, with no special connections to anyone and even if I did have a connection with someone else, the fact that we suffer severe amnesia walls and switch semi often from our DID means it'd be difficult to keep up that connection.
I just want peace. I feel tied down to a body that isn't my own, tied down to a world that's too tiring to be in.
