found the arteries

[NeilJosten]

so I finally found my carotid arteries, just started strangling myself with a towel with all the force and my vision started getting black and I kept doing it and then I realized that im on the ground in the bathroom shaking and hitting the door with my convulsions or what are they, I didn't even realised I fainted, kinda cool actually that it's so quick, I could have been gone but it was practise so when I fall the grip was relaxed so I woke up. and I hit my the tailbone and elbows, thats the unpleasant part . so the question is how to hand one self so I hit the arteries, and that I dont need to stand. so I just can relax sitting on the knees or smth and be gone