Forgot blades at school

[nightrider11]

Due to the recent COVID epidemic, I went home thinking it would only be for a couple days. This has now turned into a month-long thing, and I've been trying to cut less during school terms, but not having the ability to at all at home now has made things almost unbearable. My parents know about this habit of mine, and so the sharpest thing around is like my 0.38 mechanical pencil.

I'm sorry if this is a tad dark, I guess I just don't have any other reliable coping mechanism that helps me focus on schoolwork rather than like, dreaming of death.

 

[Squiddy]

What helps me not cut is weed and sleep, though I can't have weed right now so sleep it is.

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

I cut too and I know how hard it is to have your blades taken away from you. If you ever want some coping mechanisms to try feel free to PM me or if you ever just want to talk <3

 

[Hhelen340]

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[schopenh]

I have never cut, but someone who did on this forum said that eating very, very spicy food and holding icecubes as long as possible were ways they could hurt themselves to avoid cutting.

 

[faust]

I have never cut, but someone who did on this forum said that eating very, very spicy food and holding icecubes as long as possible were ways they could hurt themselves to avoid cutting.

True, I do that as well sometimes. Bought recently hottest Tabasco but still not too hot :/

 

[PoisonedJuliet]

True, I do that as well sometimes. Bought recently hottest Tabasco but still not too hot :/

Dousing my food in Cholula always helps me XD

 

[faust]

Dousing my food in Cholula always helps me XD

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