Forgetting CTB Reasons

[CasperDaGhost]

Does anyone else ever forget the reasons as to why they decide to CTB, or if they do remember they can't connect to or understand that reason exactly, until they experience some moment of clarity and can understand again?

 

[f1lth]

this has happened to me, yes. Although i dont forget every reason i have for wanting to CTB, just one or a few and i typically remember eventually. If i dont remember, i do still feel the why of the reason, if that makes sense

 

[Unknown21]

Does anyone else ever forget the reasons as to why they decide to CTB, or if they do remember they can't connect to or understand that reason exactly, until they experience some moment of clarity and can understand again?

Yes, and I think this is because of Brain Fog. My mood changes many times a day as well, and this affects my thinking, but it does not make me change the decision because I know that it is the rational and most appropriate decision in my case.

 

[Silent Raindrops]

No. My reason is etched permanently in my head, and I am constantly reminded every single day by the thoughts.

 

[rozeske]

Nope. It's always there, staring at me.