my life is a fucking mess. I never had a girlfriend or just a friend because i am too shy and i am an introvert also , i speech too little and i dont know what to say when i am with other people. This is probably caused by 22 years of no social interactotion. I feel so alone and now i have to go to university and then i have to find a job, and all of this is stressfull . Can one like me , with 0 social skills, ever find a job? I have no purpose in life, i only dream for a love story but i know this is impossible for me so i die inside. i cant ctb because of my family, i only smoke to reduce expectation of life but this is not enough.
i go to a therapist since 3 years but nothing changed.
i cant wait all of this to come to an end
i go to a therapist since 3 years but nothing changed.
i cant wait all of this to come to an end
