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Forced to live
Thread starterEndJstifiesTheMeans
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Well yes somehow I'm forced to live due to the "usual" reasons that may make many of us hesitate (like family, hope, not wanting to hurt others and so on) and obviously my situation is not desperate and hopeless enough to just switch off everything and do ctb.
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The fact that you can lose your autonomy and freedom if you try to die and fail/get caught makes it feel that way yeah. Even if it's something you wouldn't do yet anyways, you can't truly give consent if people will hurt you for choosing the other option.
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We are encased in flesh prisons and forced to live on a prison planet.
Escaping this torturous existential bondage is seriously difficult.
So please, just fucking kill me already.
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We are encased in flesh prisons and forced to live on a prison planet.
Escaping this torturous existential bondage is seriously difficult.
So please, just fucking kill me already.
% fucking hate it here trying to order some rope and some other way to CTB I feel forced every single day!! I don't want to be here anymore but there is no way at the moment to fight for the right to die it sucks I wish we could all go grab signs for the right to die like vegans and protest but we'd just get mocked attacked and jailed and have ambulances called on all of us paramedics to take all of us to the psych ward :(
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% fucking hate it here trying to order some rope and some other way to CTB I feel forced every single day!! I don't want to be here anymore but there is no way at the moment to fight for the right to die it sucks I wish we could all go grab signs for the right to die like vegans and protest but we'd just get mocked attacked and jailed and have ambulances called on all of us paramedics to take all of us to the psych ward :(
Of course I am. If there was a way out of here, I would have left many years ago, as soon as I realized that life is malignant and futile. And obviously my family doesn't want me to go, as they would lose their "pet".
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I know that I have option to end it, but almost everybody is forced to live through social construct, its taboo to speak about it and people just have to have that "opinion" that its bad (to keep their fake mask in society) Because we do not speak openly about this and we are pretending that we live in fairy tale people like us are somehow forced to be here withstand every fucking thing life throw at us. If I did not have family I would not feel bad about ending myself, I am just sad because they lose me, we somehow also live for others. If my family knew that I am going to ctb then they would be sad and probably tried to stop me. Too bad we as a society or humans do not understand death or are not so often in contant with it so we automaticaly think bad about it, if we were open and understand that there are situations where life is just pain and suffering there would be a less sadnes after someone ctb because family would know it and allowed it, also they would try to help firstly but yeah reality sometimes is shit so I would be glad and happy if my family knew it, understand it why I am going to do it and we could actually talk before it and say good bye.
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Unfortunately yes, as after all we exist in such a harmful world where suicide is made as difficult as possible, I see having the ability to exist here as being such a terrible punishment. I certainly wish I wasn't burdened with existence in the first place as it would have prevented all suffering, it's inhumane how we cannot just escape from everything in peace, none of us should feel like we are forced to suffer.
Went with no. If I choose to CTB, I can. Even though pro lifers are trying to force people to live, they can't take away every possible option. They are only making it harder and less peaceful to go.
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