tsumihoroboshi
Lost Impact
- Oct 31, 2023
- 167
Why do people always call us selfish for wanting to die and not live in a Hellish world like this? We're selfish? But guilt tripping us and locking us up until we're not suicidal anymore and therefore forcing us to live against our will is somehow not selfish? People are so hypocritical it makes me sick. I can't stand this world. I can't stand most people. Nobody should have to live if they don't want to. It's some "sin" to take your own life and you'll go to Hell, but that's so outdated that most religious people don't even believe that notion.
I just keep losing more and more people because I'm not worth keeping around. Everyone else is worth it but I'm not. Why bother living at all when I'm such useless trash anyway? I've been holding on for so long but I'm out of limits. The day I can finally make my own "goodbye" thread will be the day I've finally had enough and got the courage to ctb. For now I'm just simply a coward. I'll never be strong enough to do it. The friends I have left won't even notice I'm gone. I'll be replaced like I always am.
I hope we all find the peace away from this Hellish existence when we finally cross the barrier.
I just keep losing more and more people because I'm not worth keeping around. Everyone else is worth it but I'm not. Why bother living at all when I'm such useless trash anyway? I've been holding on for so long but I'm out of limits. The day I can finally make my own "goodbye" thread will be the day I've finally had enough and got the courage to ctb. For now I'm just simply a coward. I'll never be strong enough to do it. The friends I have left won't even notice I'm gone. I'll be replaced like I always am.
I hope we all find the peace away from this Hellish existence when we finally cross the barrier.