Discussion For everyone with OCD, can you relate?

[Quiet_Anonymity]

So I’ve been diagnosed with OCD for a decent amount of years now and one symptom in particular that is a huge pain in the ass is obsessive thinking.

Anyways, how does that affect you and your suicidal feelings? Are you like me and:

-Have never ending thoughts about it all day everyday
-Spend as much time as you can planning and replanning on how to die
-Feeling so much worse because of your suicidal needs with your OCD

Or am I just crazy and everyone is like this OCD or not?

 

[hermestrimegistus]

The worst part for me is probably intrusive thoughts. And then the endless loop of thinking about not thinking about it. Sometimes I wish I could unplug my brain. Literally haunted by thought patterns

 

[Quiet_Anonymity]

The worst part for me is probably intrusive thoughts. And then the endless loop of thinking about not thinking about it. Sometimes I wish I could unplug my brain. Literally haunted by thought patterns

Yea there was a time for me a few months ago where I think I was emotionally numb and I had no thoughts or feelings of wanting to die. But instead of enjoying no longer constantly thinking about wanting to die I was just constantly thinking about why I don’t constantly think about wanting to die anymore. But it wore off in less than a week so we are back to the usual.