let.me.let.go87

let.me.let.go87

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Jul 12, 2024
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I wish could just scream. I don't know what do half the time. I have to go to the neurology clinic tomorrow. I can't smoke weed. I know huge thing to bitch about right? Well it is for me. It's the only thing keeping me from from cutting and burning myself the last 95days. And I'm terrified I'll relapse in the clinic and they'll white sheet me (that means like involuntary commitment) I'm gonna sneak in my anxiety pills but I also have to to sleep deprivation study and I'm so scared about this damn hospital stay I don't know what to do.
 
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